and pushed away. The tremors rocking his body nearly propelled him through the door. I only hoped he had enough sense to get his fix before grabbing Rose. Pretty little thing that she was. I smirked. “Meeting adjourned.”
Twenty-one was too old to run away from home. Except leaving town wasn’t accurate. I wasn’t declaring my independence. I quietly stole it before my brothers realized just how pissed I was. I packed a spare change of clothes, but the second pair of jeans and shoes didn’t fit with my laptop, flute, and guitar’s looping pedal. The keyboard jammed across my car’s backseat. I needed it more than the TV Brew acquired for me last Christmas. My suitcase bulged with more musical instruments and equipment. No guitar, of course. I regretted stumbling into that mess, but at least it was already handled. The tie severed, the debt repaid as much as my brothers would allow. My cell buzzed in my pocket. I groaned. No way was I talking to either brother. Not after they hauled me out of Anathema like I was some sort of wayward child. Not after they shoved the stack of twenties into my purse. Not after they forced two prospects to escort me home. They flipped tables, swore at me, swore at each other, and screamed until all I imagined was breakfast back home where Dad rampaged through the halls, my brothers and their new patches slammed the front door, and Mom wept in the bathroom with a bottle of bourbon and a pocket full of Vicodin. The phone buzzed again. Absolutely not. My brothers could scream and stomp and threaten all they wanted. It wouldn’t change a damn thing. I was done . I’d find a new job at another dollar coffee diner—one that hadn’t watched my brothers beat my boss to a bloody pulp. I’d upload another song on YouTube to get some ad revenue. Hell, I’d even sell the few pieces of jewelry I had of Mom’s—Craig’s List. No more pawn shops. I’d make it on my own. My brothers wouldn’t like it. And Dad would be furious. And it didn’t matter how many secure walls and steel bars the courts used to separate us. He could still get to me. I’d never be far enough from that man. As long as he breathed, he’d always be too close. The phone continued to buzz. I ripped it from my pocket. No sense hiding from Keep and Brew. No Darnell ever left without a fight. I only hoped I didn’t end up tethered to my apartment with my car keys stolen. Or worse. Tethered to an IV with half a dozen concocted stories about the stairs I accidentally tripped down. I didn’t recognize the number, but Brew and Keep never stayed on the grid with a real cellphone. I tried to growl. My sharp squeak was about as metal as a clarinet with a splintered reed. “ What ?” The unfamiliar voice hesitated. “Is this...Rose Darnell?” My blush might have spread pink from my cheeks through the stranger’s phone. I cleared my throat. “Oh! Yes, sorry. That’s me.” “This is Randal Nix. From Club Sanctuary.” My stomach flipped like I had wandered too close to a drum kit and got drop-kicked by the percussionist. “Yes!” The squeak hadn’t disappeared. “Of course. Hello!” “Would you be available this Friday for a booking? Two hours. Nine until eleven. We’re paying three hundred dollars.” My heart flooded, sputtered, and stalled out before he even finished offering. I sunk onto my bed, completely missing the mattress and plopping on the floor. The quilt fell to my side, and my suitcase tumbled with it. A tennis shoe stuffed with a dozen guitar picks escaped the bag and spilled. “Hello?” Randal asked. “Rose?” I couldn’t speak, but I never did like silence. Dad did. He hated when I sang. When I cried. When I tried to scream. I blinked and forced myself into any bit of noise. “Yes,” I said. “I wasn’t expecting a call.” “Something’s come up. A slot is available if you want it.” “I—” The suitcase popped a hinge and opened. I