ripped the door out of the wall. The hinge cracked and tumbled to the floor. The frame splintered as well. My landlord would pitch a fit if I wasn’t so sure my brothers’ would kill him for even mentioning the security deposit. “Where the hell were you?” Brew asked. “Are you okay?” “I’m pretty freaked out right now.” I edged away from the busted drywall. “No problem getting home?” I glanced at Keep. He shrugged. “You mean besides the two prospects manhandling me out of Pixie, shoving me into the car, and running two red lights to get me home?” I asked. “Everything in order here?” I crossed my arms. “I’m fine, aside from being thoroughly humiliated.” “Oh, you better watch that smart-ass tone,” Keep warned. “Better humiliated than getting throttled in front of the club.” “Really?” I raised my chin. “You gonna hit me?” “Why the fuck is she challenging me?” Keep tensed his jaw. His stare lasted only a minute before he slapped Brew’s shoulder. “Straighten our sister out before she says something she’ll regret.” Brew grunted. “She sounds like she wants that frown smacked off her mouth.” “Then do it!” I stepped toward Brew before I realized what a horrible idea it was. Then again, a Darnell never retreated. We just bruised easily. “Go ahead. Hit me. Just like Dad. He’d do it. Why don’t you too?” Brew’s brow threaded. He sucked in a breath. “Jesus.” “I’m waiting.” “I’m not going to fucking hit you. Sit down before you cry.” “I’m not crying.” The tears prickled my eyes. “What do you want? Tell me so you can go.” “Now she’s kicking us out?” Keep softened his voice at my first sniffle. “The hell is wrong with you? Pawning guitars. Storming over to Pixie. You’re not acting right.” I still clutched my cell. The excitement for the gig fizzled and popped without ever settling in me. My stomach flipped, but throwing up would only delay the inevitable. I collapsed on the couch. “I can’t do this anymore,” I said. “This again.” Brew claimed an easy chair I took from the house after Dad left. “Rose—” “I’m serious. This life. The danger. The panic and the rules and the pawn shops I can’t go to and the restaurants across the river I’m not allowed to eat at. I can’t do it. I won’t.” My brothers silenced. I looked at the broken door and turned to glance at the tumbled over suit-case resting against my bed. “I want you guys to leave me alone. Forget about me. Just let me live my life.” Keep curled his hands behind his head. He shrugged at Brew. “You tell her,” Keep said. “It was your idea.” “Wasn’t my idea.” “Bullshit.” “I’m doing right by her.” Keep grimaced. “You’re putting her right in the middle.” “It’s the right call,” he said. “It’s a fucking mistake.” I tensed. Goosebumps tickled my arms. They stared across the room, the blue of Keep’s eyes clashing against the stoic darkness I shared with Brew. Arguments were nothing new to the Darnell family. Dad yelled all the time. But not my brothers. Nothing separated my brothers. Getting sick sounded better and better, if only to avoid the smothering tension. I swallowed the bile. “What’s wrong?” I didn’t know who to ask. “What happened?” “You happened,” Brew said. Keep swore and turned away. “We don’t trust Exorcist. That’s a given. You know how dangerous it is now.” “Okay.” “You need to come with us.” I hid behind a throw pillow, but unless the decorative cushion was made of Kevlar, it didn’t offer the protection I wanted. “Come where ?” Keep sighed. “Pixie.” “You’re kidding!” I sucked in a deep breath, but even my singer’s lungs couldn’t hold enough. “I just came from there! You nearly wrecked the place because I was there! You insulted me, dragged me around, and kicked me out!” “Time to