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Communist.”
    Now they both started laughing again, and the girl said, “I’ve never heard anything like it: if she likes the cell-meeting! This is literally the funniest thing I have ever heard.”
    I walked out of that baker’s an utter fool, not even knowing the reason why until later—until after I had attended a cell-meeting.
    For although they had received my request with less than alacrity at first, thinking it complete nonsense, they changed their attitude after I had gone, or perhaps they referred the matter to the Party leadership. Next day the bakery girl took me aside and said she had been deputed to inform me that I might attend. She said I was to come with her the following evening. That night I slept uneasily, troubled by thoughts of the alarming debauchery which my curiosity or congenital depravity was drawing me into. And seldom have I suffered such a disappointment as when I actually attended a cell-meeting; or rather, seldom has anything been such a relief to me.
    In a low-ceilinged basement flat some men and women had gathered, most of them rather elderly; they had all come straight from work and had not had time to change their clothes. There were not enough seats for all of them; some stood leaning against the walls, and a few sat on the floor. The youngest child was sick on the floor. And this was the full extent of the debauchery and all the murder.
    The business of the meeting was to debate the Central Committee’s draft of Party policy for the Town Council elections. There was a long discussion on whether certain marshland in Mosfell District should be turned into arable land or not. Most of them advocated a system of milk transport and milk distribution different from the one then in operation. An old man made a well-ordered speech about the necessity of inserting into the policy declaration a clause about improving the landing facilities for small boats at Reykjavik harbour: it had now come to the point that Reykjavik Corporation was quite literally evicting the little men who did their fishing in tiny inshore-boats here in the bay; the men who provided the inhabitants of the capital with good fresh fish from the bay had no place of their own along the whole length of the sea front controlled by the Corporation. Then the next item on the agenda was dealt with, the question of a day nursery. I was sitting with five others on a divan, crushed into a corner, and shame on me if I do not think I fell asleep; at least I cannot remember what decision was reached on the day nursery question.
    Then a young man asked leave to speak and began to discuss the newspaper, it was the bakery girl’s friend. Yet again it had come to the point where the Party had to make a new effort for the paper, appeal to the Party members, collect new subscribers, collect money, find regular backers. Last week it had been mere chance that the paper had not closed down. The Government had ceased to advertise in the paper because the paper had exposed the Government’s plan to steal the country from the people and sell it; and for saying that these salesmen, moreover, were then going to freshen up their reputations by exhuming the bones of the Nation’s Darling from his grave in Denmark and giving him a tile-hat funeral in Iceland. The wholesalers had stopped advertising in the paper because it had said that they had F.F.F. in New York. The cinemas refused to advertise because the paper had said that Hollywood did not know how to make pictures. In other words, the truth had touched a nerve, the class-enemy feared nothing except the truth; feared lest the people hear the truth. Now once again the working classes had to make some sacrifices for the sake of their paper. The paper was the poor man’s cow; if he slaughtered her or let her waste away to death, the family would die. During this speech I woke up again.
    And when I saw these penniless worn people, as worn and poor as my own people