from the NE. At 4 ditto. Put out the lamps at 6.53am. At 8 very unsettled weatherâa dark threatening appearance. Mr Sam away overnight, searching for the remains of other passengers of the Loch Awe .
Last night an horrific event befell our small community. As Miss Wilton walked to the light station to deliver my supper, the hillside fell away in a mudslide, exposing her fatherâs grave and his tragic remains. Fortuitously, two men came to her aidâstrangers who stated they were survivors of a wreck and begged for sustenance. They have been living on raw eggs, grass and, judging by the stinking carcasses strung around their necks, the flesh of any seabirds they could snare.
After we covered Captain Wiltonâs body with a tarpaulin, I invited the men to my cottage. They gave their names as Ewing and Pierson and stated they had been walking through the scrub for weeks, following the coastline in search of a settlement. I gave them food, clothing and blankets and bid them sleep on the back verandah.
I look at Pip, stunned. âItâsâ¦it has to be herâ¦Miss Wilton and the penguin men. Itâs unbelievable. Exactly as I saw itâas I dreamed it. But how?â
âMaybe the question isnât how, but why?â She peers up into the tower, frowning. âWhat has happened here that keeps theseâ¦memories so close that we can still feel them? And what is it about you, Dan? Why do you feel it more than us?â Now sheâs looking straight at me.
âActually, thatâs four questionsâ¦â
Pip scowls.
Itâs clearly not the moment for being a smartarse.
I sigh. Hang my head. âSorry. Iâve been asking myself âwhy me?â ever since I got here. I donât think Iâm psychic or anything. Bit of a dreamer, maybe. Probably more of a cynic than anything else. Thatâs whatâs got me spooked. Nothing like this has ever happened to me before.â
I adjust my bum on the stairs and lean closer to her. âYou know the time you and Mel woke me upâ¦two days ago?â
Pip nods, waiting like a seagull beside a picnic table.
âThat day Iâ¦I took way too many painkillers.â
Her eyes widen.
I speak faster. âNo, I didnât want to end it or anything. Just wipe outâ¦and not dream. But while I was out of it, I dreamed anyway, about the captain dying. And then last night I saw Lily and those men. Itâs like Iâve plugged into something here. Andâ¦I wish it would stop.â
Iâm hoping Pip didnât hear my voice waver. My hands are trembling. I need to keep them busy so she doesnât see. I close the log, shifting it to the step behind us.
Pip leans in and puts her hands on my knee.
I flinchâin a good way. All this honesty is exhausting but also a turn-on; I donât think Iâve ever felt so close to a girl. Iâve no idea if she feels the same way, though. Not a clue. Actually, Iâm afraid sheâs more interested in some letâs-be-friends Vulcan mind-meld than anything else. I wish I knewâ¦
âDan,â she beginsâ¦
About forty things Iâd like her to say roll through my mind like a TV news ticker.
âDan, I donât know why this is happening. I do know I likeâ¦you trusting me enough to talk about it. And Iâd hate for anything to happen to you.â
I think sheâs blushing but canât be sure. I canât look her in the face â sheâll see right through me and not like what she sees.
My confidence has evaporated. It felt like a moment to take action, seize the day, do something, but now Iâm scared. Iâve no idea how Pip might react. I canât face crashing and burning if she only wants to be mates⦠and canât risk her telling Mel.
So, in true Dan fashion, I do nothing and regret it instantly.
âThe séance message was âBeware dead penguins,ââ I mumble. âIt doesnât
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