was oppressive, Benjamin did not care, for he was with his beloved brother, Joseph.
âTell me about the dream again, brother.â
Joseph looked down at Benjamin and smiled. His heart was always filled with love for his little brother. âWhy, Benji, youâre the only one who wants to hear them.â
âOh, I canât believe that.â
âItâs true.â Joseph shrugged. âOur father has forbidden me to speak any more of my dreams.â
âBut why, Joseph?â
âI canât imagine. I know Father himself has dreams, and he has great faith in them. But he says it is bad for me to tell them to others, especially to my brothers.â
âEven to me?â
Joseph laughed and ruffled Benjaminâs hair. âNot you, Benji. Iâll tell you all of my dreams.â
âTell me of the ones again about the sheaves and the moon and the stars.â
âIâve told you a hundred times. You know them yourself.â
âBut itâs different when you tell them!â
Not unwillingly, Joseph told the dreams again. He had nourished them, knowing somehow deep in his heart these dreams were central to his life. He could not press the interpretation too much, but he could see very well that it would take only one act on his fatherâs part to make them come true. He had said many times to himself, though never publicly, If my father would declare that the blessing of the firstborn would be given to me instead of to Reuben, then all my brothers would have to be obedient to me. They would bow down just as the sheaves did to my sheaf, and just as their stars did to me . He never voiced this, however, for he was beginning to understand how much danger there was in saying such things.
Benjamin listened again, his face beaming, as Joseph related the dream; then he said, âI will bow down to you, my brother.â
Joseph laughed, picked up the boy, and swung him around, holding him tightly in his arms. He kissed him and said, âI know you would. You are my true brother. Indeed you are.â
Benjamin clung tightly to Josephâs neck. Joseph had indeed become the center of his world. Young as he was, he was aware that there was a barrier between him and his father because his mother had lost her life bringing him into the world, and he felt great guilt for that.
âCome along. Letâs hurry,â Joseph said. âWe donât want to get into trouble with Father again.â
âNo indeed! We must obey Father,â Benjamin said eagerly.
The two spent a delightful afternoon wandering in the fields, and now the sun was approaching the horizon. Joseph suddenly stopped and pointed. âLook. Thereâs a caravanâtraders, I see.â
âLetâs go look at their goods,â Benjamin said, excited.
âAll right,â Joseph said. âWe have no money, but we can look.â
When the two brothers were about a hundred paces from the caravan, Benjamin said, âLook, thereâs Levi.â
Joseph stopped. âYes, and thereâs Simeon.â
âMaybe weâd better not go there. Theyâll tell Father.â
âIâm not afraid of what Simeon and Levi would say. Father knows weâre spending the day together.â Nevertheless, despite these brave words, Joseph nodded. âMaybe youâre right, Benjamin. Weâd better not continue.â
âBut letâs stay here and watch them awhile.â
âAll right,â Joseph said, and the two lingered at a distance. The caravan had obviously stopped for the day, and cooking fires sent smoke into the air in tall spirals. The smell of cooked meat made the boys hungry. They could hear singing and see some women dancing.
âLook at those women. Iâve never seen dancing like that,â Benjamin said. âWhat is it, Joseph?â
âItâs not a good thing for you to see.â
âWhy not?â
âBecause those women
Laurie McBain
The Bartered Bride
Cindy Stark
Jackie Ivie
Jeffrey M. Schwartz, Sharon Begley
Doris Davidson
Lisa Roecker
K. J. Janssen
Bapsi Sidhwa
Elizabeth George