thought about it, the less sure I was of what she would think.
âIsnât that true of Paris, too?â I said. âI canât find a good restaurant anywhere in my area.â
âGive it time. I will show you the best of the best in Paris. It helps if you have some money, of course.â
âI thought you said that the best wasnât necessarily the most expensive.â
âWell remembered,â she said briskly, as though I had wound a key in her back. âIt all depends on whether you want the best food or the most authentic food. Authenticity hardly exists in Paris. But I know of places that have yet to be plundered by the Americans and the Brits, places where they have no English menu.â
âThis isnât bad, of course.â
âIt could be worse. But please donât eat so fast.â I had cleaned my plate, spooning up every last morsel. âChrist, this is what having children must be like.â
âYou never wanted children?â
âNo. I would have made a terrible mother. Besides, the day that a woman gives birth is the day that her life as she knew it ends. Iâve always been happy with it like this.â
I was about to ask her why she was so happy to live out this fantasy, but I stopped myself. I would have to be subtler.
âWho are your parents, Lawrence?â Ãlodie asked after the entrées had been cleared. I thought about what to tell her, if anything.
âThey are both lawyers, and they have been doing the same thing for years. But I donât want to talk about them. We donât get on very well.â
âSo you are casting off into Europe on your own. How Byronic of you. Tell me more. What do they think of all this travelling business? They must have other plans for you.â
âIâm sorry,â I said, avoiding her and fiddling with my cutlery in the hope that she would stop interrogating me. âAsk me anything else.â
I waited for her to persist, but to my surprise she backed off.
âAll right. But if you do want to talk about it, then I can be an impartial ear.â
âI donât trust that.â
âWhat? My ability to remain impartial?â
âWell, yes.â
âThat doubt is well-placed, Lawrence.â
Rather than waiting for the sommelier to return, she leant over to pour me another glass of wine. I could see the pale skin on the inside of her arm.
âIsnât that my job?â I asked.
âIndeed it is. You must be learning. Go on, pour me a glass.â
I did so, and in the process I managed to send drips over the linen tablecloth.
âOh well,â she said, âat least you had the right idea. Women love a man who takes initiative. They will forgive you all sorts of sins.â
âBut itâs dull chivalry, isnât it? Mindlessly following a set of conventions. I think that women might be after something else these days.â
âWhat, like your girlfriend? She isnât one of those earnest little feminists, is she? Does she take offence every time you hold the door open for her?â
âI wasnât talking about her.â
âYou were. And it isnât true. Even the diehard feminists want their men to be little princes. Donât let anybody tell you otherwise. It is human nature.â
The sommelier returned to retrieve the decanter. He had the wine list, and he was about to present it to Ãlodie when I held out my hand.
âIâll take this one,â I said. Even the list of dessert wines was overwhelming. Ãlodie looked over my shoulder as I read it, but I kept it to myself. I asked for a Sauternes. It was not the most expensive, though the price was outrageous for such a small bottle.
âWell done,â Ãlodie said when the sommelier left. âI am impressed. How did you guess my favourite dessert wine?â
âBeginnerâs luck.â
This did not convince her.
âAll right,â I said.
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