way.
âOf course I remember,â Bertucci said, and I hoped he was telling the truth.
The first words Bertucci ever said to me were âNice flamingo.â He was walking by my houseâI never asked him whyâand despite the flamingoâs perch between the rhododendron and the porch, Bertucci noticed. My mother hated the thing and had, on more than one occasion, put it in the green recycling bin. Only each time she did this, sheâd leave the beak sticking out as though my plastic, tacky pink souvenir lawn ornament needed to breathe.
âI actually thanked you,â I told Bertucci, âwhen you complimented my flamingo.â Before Iâd known what was happening, we were chucking a Frisbee across the yard, trading obscure movie lines, and ogling the bikini-clad bodies of the Benson twins, whose yard was easily visible from mine. âIf I hadnât said anything back to you that day, would everything have been different? Would we still have been friends you think?â
Bertucci considered my questions.
âWho knows?â I asked, my hands wet on the fire escape. âAnd Iâm still in semi-shock that you wound up hooking up with one of the Benson twins. You know, to be honest, I still canât tell them apart.â
Bertucci wouldnât tell me much about any of those encounters except to say they were âflamingo-worthy.â
The smokers finished and went into whatever bar was across Chestnut Avenue. I tried to dry my hands on my jeans while cradling the quiet plastic skull, wishing the weather were warmer, the way it had been in May. Then I thought about May and opened my mouth to tell Bertucci something, but he shook me off, staring out at the night like he was memorizing it, studying it.
âAre you cold?â I asked, which wasnât what I wanted to say, just what came out. He didnât answer. He just looked at me with this blank gaze he had sometimes, which truthfully wasnât blank, just sort of creepy. He reached for the door and I opened it for him. He slipped by me, back inside the theater, but I didnât follow him.
I thought about the night Olivia and I kissed. If heâd somehow known. What would have happened if weâd told him? If weâd talked about it then. The day after the night Olivia and I kissed in Bertucciâs hallway, the flamingo disappeared. Youâd think I wouldnât notice, but I take the same route in and out of my house, skipping the third porch stair, every day. Sometimes the flamingo would tilt over and look pathetic, beak-down in the bushes, and on those days Iâd prop it back up. But there was no burst of pink plastic in the rhododendrons, no small black eyes fixing on me from the recycling bin.
âWhereâd you put him?â Iâd gone right back inside and asked my mother. She gave me a look that suggested I was being ridiculous, which of course I was, but I wouldnât stop looking. Olivia came over and used a moldy Wiffle ball bat to swat the brush, but we found nothing. At the mall that weekend, we had kung pao tofu in the food court while Bertucci was on break. I always ordered one side of fried rice and wound up wanting another.
âGet me a Fanta when you go back?â Bertucci asked and threw a balled up five dollar bill at me. At the counter, I ordered my second round of rice and started to say, âSmall Fanta, please,â when I noticed the employee of the month photos. October was Linda Ruelle, she of pasty skin and hair net; November showed Brian Moreland and his perfect skin and wonky teeth; and in December was my flamingo with a paper cap on its head.
âWhat the fuck is that?â I demanded.
The serverâLinda Ruelle from the look of herârecoiled.
âThatâs my flamingo.â Even as I said it, I was caught between laughter and annoyance. âNo, really!â I waved Bertucci and Olivia over but they stayed rooted to the sticky orange
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