was all I could think of, but Sean was so far gone, he just kept babbling as if he hadnât heard me.
ââ¦A man makes a few coins less than you do, and he ainât shit in your eyes. Heâs dispensable. And that attitude right there is why the majority of yâall are gonna die single, and why you bitches donât have no one to cuddle up to at night besides your goddamn vibrators.â
I was offended on so many levels. First of all, I have never even owned a vibrator. Second, this mother-skunk just called me the b-word.
âWait a minute, who are you calling a bitch ?â I exploded, with Queen Latifah ferocity. âYou must be off your fucking meds!â
The noise level in the room went down several notches as people turned to watch the unfolding ghetto drama.
âAs a matter of fact, I am off my medsâ¦â Sean said sarcastically. â Bitch! â
That was it. I was so done.
After emptying what was left of my drink on top of Seanâs head, all eyes were on me as I grabbed my purse and headed for the exit.
Refusing for my exit to be viewed as a walk of shame, I pretended I was on a catwalk and treated the gawkers to my best Naomi Campbell impression: Chin up, with a my-shit-donât-stink strut, and a wry, kiss-my-ass smile.
Just inches from the door, I was horrified to see Rolandâs brother, Gary, and his wife, Carlotta, sitting at a table near the entrance.
Shit!
I got to keep the wine collection, the red leather Natuzzi living room group, the contemporary art collection, the sixty-inch high-definition plasma TV, and even the state-of-the-art entertainment system, but what I did not get to keep was the handful of Rolandâs relatives that I had grown to love. Like his grandparents, Aunt Jean, Uncle Pee-Wee, and sister-in-law Carlotta.
We were all close at one time, but I have not seen or heard from any of them since everything went down, which is understandable.
With any breakup, friends have to choose sides. And Iâm not surprised Carlotta chose Roland. After all, they are still family. And to keep the peace she has to fall in line with the rest of the clan, who have suddenly taken to treating me as if I have the bird flu. Like Iâm the one to blame for this whole sordid mess.
Now here my ex-future-in-laws were, having a huge laugh at my expense.
Thatâs just fucking great. It might as well have been Roland himself sitting up at that table because I had no doubt they would go back and provide blow-by-blow details of this whole fiasco.
What to do?
I smiled and waved at Gary and Carlotta, and didnât even break my stride.
I left Union Station, and sped south on Main Street like a demon was on my tail. I didnât think Sean was following me, I just wanted to put as much distance between him and me as possible.
Congratu-fucking-lations, Tori! You are officially back out there.
How ironic was it that my first date in many years, turned out to be the worst date I have ever had in my life?
I just hoped this was not a forewarning of what was to come.
This is what Seanâs profile would say if he had written the whole truth about himself.
I am an overweight, binge drinking, old-school wannabe Mack Daddy with serious mental health issues. Instead of satisfaction, I can guarantee that you will wish you had never met me. If this sounds good and you think you are a match, hit me with an e-mail at
[email protected] I felt robbed. Like somebody owed me an hour of my life back.
On the way home, I called Yvette. âGood looking out,â I said sarcastically, when she answered the phone.
I relayed the whole ordeal, which prompted Yvette to suddenly remember that Sean may have, kinda sorta been a little bit bipolar back in the day.
âBut I thought heâd gotten over that,â she said in her own defense.
âYvette, being bipolar is not something you get over like a fucking cold!â I said through clenched