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Quinn stands at the edge of her driveway, yelling into the dark street. The front door is wide open. She hears her motherâs frantic voice drifting out from the living room. Sheâs on the phone, speaking to Quinnâs father, who is late at the law firm as usual. Quinn catches bits and pieces, though sheâs only half listening.
â⦠heard from Emma? Did she call you?⦠not home. No, they didnât come home together ⦠worried sick.â
They didnât come home together. Home together. The words rise and fall in Quinnâs mind like an echo.
âCall family,â says Quinnâs mother. âIâll try friends. Neighbors. Come as fast as you can.â
Itâs a new moon. The sky is black. Quinn searches up and down the street but there is no sign of her sister. Quinn wants to run one way, then the other. Instead she is paralyzed, frozen to the spot, while her mother is driven into motion.
âQuinn!â her mother yells. âGet back inside!â
But Quinn canât move. She canât leave the driveway. Fear, like black ink, has seeped inside her, pooling in her bones. The wind slashes her cheeks and hands. She barely notices.
Quinnâs mother calls more peopleâall of Emmaâs friends. Emma has lots of friends. Everyone loves Emma. But no one has seen or heard from her. Not since school ended.
â⦠Yes ⦠Yes ⦠Come. You can help. Please.â
Quinn can barely breathe. Her heart has stopped pumping. The blood has stopped flowing in her veins. She has turned to wood and grown roots.
Emma is okay, she tells herself over and over. Sheâs gone off somewhere. Sheâs hiding. Sheâll show up in a few minutes smiling her brightest smile and asking what all the fuss is about.
âQuinn!â yells her mother a second time. âCome inside!â Sheâs holding her cell phone. She reaches for Quinn as she dials 9-1-1.
âMy daughterâ¦â she huffs, â⦠sheâs missingâ¦â She gives them a description. Fair. Auburn hair. Hazel eyes. Tall for her age. She gets lost in the details of Emmaâs beautiful face.
Everything is happening in a blur of sound and motion.
Quinnâs father arrives. So do the police. Friends and family prepare to search. Everything whirs in and around Quinn as though sheâs not there, as though sheâs slipped into another dimensionâone that moves at an entirely different pace, one that is deaf to the sights and sounds of this world.
Kara arrives. She takes Quinn by the hand, dragging her back to the real world. She walks Quinn inside.
The police question Quinn. She answers them mechanically. She tells them how she had to stay late at school, about the copied assignment. She says sheâs a thief. A word thief. She tells the story over and over so many times she loses count. She tells them everythingâevery last detailâbut one. She canât bear to tell anyone that. Not even Kara.
The neighborhood is alight with flashlights. Police and neighbors and friends are searching. Quinn watches through the front window. She wants to be out there searching, too, she begs to go, but her parents force her to stay behind. Mrs. Cawston and Kara have to practically hold her down.
âLet me go,â she says, struggling. âI should be out there. I have to find Emma. I have to be the one.â
Kara talks quietly. She calms Quinn, tells her everything will be okay. Emma will be home soon. Kara is so positive, so reassuring, Quinn almost believes her.
Each second passes like a thousand eternities. Quinn sits, just breathing, trying to make sense of whatâs happened. What is still happening. Itâs like everyone and everything is slipping and sliding away from her. If only she can sit still long enough, if she can just keep breathing, she can hold it all together.
A policewoman enters
Kris Michaels
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