a magazine just to go jogging.â
âHereâs how to tie your shoes,â I said. He smiled and pointed at me. I felt a flush, happy and then annoyed at myself for being happy.
âWhat about long range?â he said. âWhere do you see yourself?â
âI havenât thought too much about it,â I said.
âYou should. This business youâre working for? Grew out of wedding invitations. School menus were a big piece of business.â He paused. âI have trouble talking to Jim sometimes. I think he thinks all this is funny.â
Theyâd had a few arguments in Dobeyâs office lately, their voices loud but indistinct from across the hall. âHe works on it seriously,â I said.
âThatâs good that you say that,â Dobey said. âThatâs a good tact for you to take.â
We went back to the office. As I passed Rensselaerâs desk he smiled and said, âCount your change.â
That night I walked in on Jillian and Steve in the back hallat Riddenhauerâs. He was leaning on the wall, pulling her toward him, and she was saying, âThis is how we get in trouble.â He let go of her when he saw me. She said, âHey, Henry,â and pointed toward the room where the pool table was. âIâve got losers.â
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A few days later, Rensselaer said, âLook at these,â and dropped a handful of skateboarding magazines on my desk: Thrasher, Transworld, Bow to No Man . The stories inside were set in green type on orange background, and the photos of emancipated minors flying off handrails were spattered and solarized. The magazines offered not just a sport but an inverse world, where ramps and drained pools were the places of business, and the normal life squatting just off the page was the dangerous hobby. Sitcoms and Filofaxes, you take your life in your hands with that shit.
Half an hour later Rensselaer took the magazines back and went into Dobeyâs office. I heard their raised voices again. When Rensselaer returned he pointed at me and gestured across the hall.
âHave a seat,â Dobey said when I entered his office. âThis is what I mean, about Jim. He thinks this is the way to broaden the appeal.â He held up the skateboarding magazines. âLetâs hate all the regular people. Over-inked bullshit.â He threw them in the garbage. âRemember we talked about where you see yourself going? Thatâs where we are now. Thereâs a chance here for you to step up.â
So this was it: office politics, ruthless. Dobey wanted me to take over the magazine, but I couldnât do that to Rensselaer unless heâd had it here. Even if he had, was I ready? Maybe I was. I cleared my throat. âI thinkââ
âHave you looked at Crochet Life lately?â Dobey said.
âWhat?â I said.
âCerise Lander does it. She could use some help. Itâs gotten a little stagnated. This is a year ago.â
He handed me a magazine whose cover was split into four photos of crocheted throws muddied by the cereal-box press: a unicorn, a raccoon family, the letters saying LOVE from that painting, and Rip Van Winkle yawning awake. The cover line was EASY PLEASERS!
âHereâs the most recent,â he said. It looked like the first one, except that the throws showed a koala bear, a soapbox derby car, the eye-rolling angels of gift-wrap fame, and a leprechaun guarding his treasure chest. The line was DO-ABLE DAZZLERS!
âYou see what Iâm saying?â Dobey said. âItâs lost some snap.â
Was this a test? A joke? If anything, I thought the koala bear had more snap than the unicorn.
âSheâs fine with someone coming in for a couple of months,â Dobey said. âSheâs in Wellfleet, Michigan.â
âI donât know anything about crocheting,â I said.
âNo. Well, you know. Rosey Grier. The Rams? Bobby Kennedy?â I had no
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