with homemade chestnut paste and applesauce. It was seven in the morning. They walked gravely to a portion of the croquet court hidden from the house. Roger got down on one knee, bringing his face level with hers.
âNow, Sophie, I donât want you to get downhearted one minute. Iâd hate to hear that. You just stay yourself like you are. Itâs up to you and me.â
Here he gazed at her a moment, his silence freighted with all the unspoken.
âIâm going to write Mama once a month and send her some money. But Iâm not going to give her my new name and address. Do you know why? Because the police are going to open every letter that comes to our house. I donât want the police to know where I am. That means that Mama wonât be able to write me any letters; but for a whole half year and maybe more I donât want any letters from her. Iâve got to have my mind all fixed on just one thing, and do you know what that thing is, do you?â
Sophia murmured, âMoney.â
âYes. But Iâm going to write you once a month, too. Iâm going to send your letter to Porky, so that nobody will know. So, listen, Sophie. The first few days after the fifteenth of the month you go down the street past where Porkyâs working at his window. You keep your eyes right ahead of you, but out of the corner of your eyes you look and see if heâs hung up that calendar in his windowâyou know, the one I gave him last Christmas with the pretty girl on it. If that calendarâs in the window, that means thereâs a letter for you. Donât go in then, but go home and get some old shoes and go into his store as if you were a customer. Nobody, nobody , Sophie, must know that Porkyâs the person weâre sending letters through. We could get him into trouble, too. This is all his idea. Heâs our best friend. Now, every time I write you Iâm going to send you an envelope all stamped and addressed to me, and Iâll put a piece of paper in it for you to write me on. So you go out of the house after dark and mail it in the mailbox at Gibsonâs corner. Thatâs quite a long walk, but thatâs the way we ought to do it. Now, Sophie, write me everything thatâs going on here, and I mean everything. About Mama and how you all are. And write perfectly trueâthatâs the chief thing I ask you.â
Sophie nodded quickly.
âNow, Sophie, remember this: Whatâs happened about Papa isnât important. Whatâs important is what starts right now. You and I. Donât you change. Donât you get silly like most girls. Weâll need our wits about us.â He lowered his voice. âWeâve got to be fighters and the fight is all about money. I wouldnât be afraid to steal to get Mama some money.â
Sophia again nodded quickly. She understood that. It was less important than what was next on her mind. She said softly: âYouâve got to promise me something, Roger. Youâve got to promise me that youâll write me whatâs perfectly true. Like if you were sick or anything.â
Roger stood up. âYou mustnât ask me that, Sophie. Itâs different with a man. . . . ? But I promise to write pretty truthfully.â
âNo! No! Roger! If you got sick, very sick, or if you got terribly hungry and were alone someplace. Or if something happened to you like what happened to Papa. I wonât promise to write whatâs true unless you promise to write whatâs true too. You canât ask somebody to be brave without giving them something to be brave about.â
There was a struggle of wills. âAll right,â he said finally. âI promise. Itâs a bargain.â
Sophia looked up at him with an expression on her face which he was to remember all his life. He was to call it her âDomrémy look.â âBecause, Roger I can tell you this: that if there were anything in
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