not, Mr. Todd. I believe we can be forgiven for dispensing with formalities.â
âI wonât tell if you wonât.â He bends to light a glass-topped lamp, and the glow caresses him, velvety on his black waistcoat, warm in his eyes. âI feel I already know you, Eliza. May I call you Eliza?â He blows out the match and drifts closer to me. âYou and your crafty shadow. Youâre both so . . . tenacious.â
I back off in a hurry. He follows, matching my steps, a strange dance. My candle falls, dies. He kicks it away. Deftly he grabs my wrist, his fingers warm and strong. I stumble. He catches me, his hand on my waist. My back hits the wall.
And here we are, the talented Mr. Todd and I.
I canât help it. Iâm breathing hard, my bodice is too tight, my pulse is on fire. Iâm trembling.
But heâs quite calm. âAsk me why.â
âPlease, Iââ
âThatâs what youâve come for, isnât it? To dance with my shadow?â A bright flash, the spring of steel. And aglittering warm edge kisses my cheekbone. âSo. Letâs begin. Ask me why.â
Itâs the spine of his razor. Smooth, not sharp. Not cutting me. Heâs still holding my wrist, and slowly, he strokes my throbbing pulse with his thumb. A single, delicate search for reaction.
And he gets it, God help me. I lick dry lips. âVery well. The young lady in Mayfair. Why did you kill her?â
Softly, he slices off a wisp of my hair. Watches it drift to my shoulder. âShe was rude. Ignorant. She corrupted her beauty. She had to die. You understand, naturally.â
âThe man in Whitehall?â
âInsufferable. Ugly manners. I canât abide ugliness. Youâre very pretty, Eliza.â
âThe art critic.â
A sorrowful smile. âAh. You have me there. Vanity, sadly, is my sin of torment. He called my Rape of Lucretia too lifelike.â He traces the razorâs blunt end along my collarbone, a hot-cold tingle. âThereâs no such thing, you realize. Clearly, the man was deluded. I silenced him before he hurt someone.â
âAnd the little girl? She was only six years old.â
âThat was an accident.â His fingers tighten on my wrist. His eyes flash darker, and my collarbone stings, a tiny shock. âThese things happen. Shadow doesnât always behave. As you well know.â
Trickle. A single, burning drop of blood.
His gaze follows it, lower, lower . . . until he catches it on the tip of his steel, just before it stains the edge of my bodice. âSo where does your shadow go?â he whispers.âLate at night, while youâre sleeping? Of what does she dream? What forbidden pleasures does she taste?â
My stomach clenches cold. âIâm sure I donât know what you meanââ
âOh, I think you do.â A secret smile. âYou know what she longs for. Youâve felt it. Always swallowing clever words, hiding your true thoughts. Restless in your bed, frightened and alone in a crowd. Bumping against a stranger, wondering what itâd be like simply to . . . act. To do whatever you please.â
Suddenly, Iâm aware of how warm he is. How close. How human. âSir . . .â
âTear off the veil. Strike the shackles. Live, instead of dying slowly, screaming into the silence. Thatâs true beauty. Nothing is forbidden to people like us.â He lifts the razor, my blood like a glittering ruby, and licks it.
Tastes me. Just because he can.
My heart hammers. I want to squeeze my eyes shut, but I canât look away.
And I take a deep breath and bolt.
But Mr. Todd is too quick. His foot snakes around my ankle, tripping me. He grabs my flailing hand and pulls, our bodies collide, only this time itâs he against the wall with me in his arms and heâs warm and strong and his body feels . . . well, it feels , donât you see. I
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