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was getting close he backed off until the urge went away. Each time it was harder and it took longer for it to go away.
    When at last he removed his fingers, rolled on a condom, and got into position, she was ready to explode, but she still looked at his cock doubtfully, not at all sure he was going to fit himself into her. He put extra lube on the condom and leaned over her. “Put your feet on my shoulders, Samantha. Push with them if you want me to slow down. No kicking or I'll take charge of them,” he said, placing them so they were right on his pecs, “but you can give me feedback by pushing me away when you think it's too much.”
    He lined up and began to slowly and steadily push himself in, looking into her eyes as he sank into her, the head enormous as it went in, but spongier, so she could tell when the head was past and the hard length of his cock began to enter. She was thankful he'd added extra lube as he slid into her, looking into her eyes until she felt as if her very soul were naked before him, but in the process, making himself vulnerable, too. She could see into his soul, she could see the restraint he was using, could see he wanted to thrust, wanted to take her all at once. She'd had her feet placed firmly on his chest, but she relaxed them, showing him she could take it. He didn't increase his speed, he kept himself in control, continued to go slowly, using what appeared to be an iron control to regulate his speed.
    And then he hit bottom, hit her cervix, and her feet did what he'd obviously intended them to do, began pushing, trying to make him stop. He quickly pulled back a few inches before dropping his hips lower, closer to the bed without going deeper, and began to go in again at a different angle, aiming up more, towards her belly button instead of going straight in. A bit faster this time, but not much, and he slowed down again when he must have been at the same depth he'd hit her cervix the last time. But this time, he could keep going. When he reached the end and began pushing past it, he wasn't hitting her cervix and she could deal with it.
    She looked at him and smiled, but he didn't smile back. Just kept pushing until once again he was suddenly too deep and she was pushing with her feet and gasping in pain. He pulled back a bit and reached for her legs, dropping her right leg down to the bed, and lining her left leg up so it crossed his chest and went over the opposite shoulder. Her body was twisted, with him inside of her, and once again he began the inexorable push in, going slowly. Amazingly, this time he kept going until she felt his body bumping up against the outside of her pussy. When he was all the way in he looked at her and said, “This good for you?”
    She nodded. She'd never been in this position before, it was... odd. But it worked, and he was all the way in. He began to pull out and go back in. Slowly at first, an inch out and an inch in. He gradually picked up speed and momentum. It hurt and burned and she didn't want it to end as they looked into each other’s eyes and he claimed her, fucking her with his massive cock, taking her like no one had ever managed to take her before. She heard thunder rumbling in the distance and suddenly knew she was close to coming.
    “Sir, Ethan, please… I'm close!” She'd almost messed up; he wanted her to tell him when she was close, but not to ask to come. She hadn't understood the distinction at first, but it was a huge difference. He was so precise about vocal stuff, it was a new kind of D/s experience for her, and she wasn't sure yet if she liked it. In some ways, the control was more pervasive than she thought she was comfortable with, but in other ways she loved how he was doing these things to her, altering the thinking part of her mind as well as the non-thinking parts.
    “I don't think I can stop it, Sir, I'm very close!”
    “Then come for me, Samantha, come on my cock.”
    He went in and held and she did as instructed, her