keeping her tongue from me at first but I didn’t let up until I had it in my mouth. In the back of my mind I could hear myself asking what the fuck I thought I was doing but I couldn’t stop. She was fighting it just as much as I was as I could still feel the tenseness in her body. That little bit of resistance I encountered only prolonged the kiss until she yielded to me completely and burned me to my very soul. Her lips were soft and sweet beneath mine, and her body molded itself to my hardness like we were made to fit together. My heart raced away from me, and my mind was a blank as I tried to rein myself in. I’ve never kissed anyone like this before in my life, like I wanted to consume her, to somehow draw her into me. “Fuck Kadyn, just fuck.” I rested my head against hers until I caught my breath. I looked down at her glazed eyes and swollen lips using my thumb to rub them softly. “What the fuck are you doing to me Kadyn?” Her answer was a shake of her head, as she too seemed blown away by the heat of the kiss. I hadn’t expected that that’s for sure. Hadn’t expected to feel like I’d found something I hadn’t even known was lost. To be sure it hadn’t been a fluke or just plain horniness I took her lips again. This time I tried to go slow, take her softly but that lasted for all of two seconds before I was once again devouring her. Her taste was unbelievable, everything about her mouth was; the way her tiny tongue played hide and seek with mine, the little sexy sound she made when I folded her closer to me wrapping my arms tightly around her. “Like this.” I had to show her how to take my tongue in her mouth and the reality came crashing down on me. She didn’t know how to kiss; that could only mean one thing. Untouched. As if my head wasn’t fucked enough as it was that thought had to creep in there. The idea did something strange to me, what that was, fuck if I know but it did…something. I pulled her head back holding fistfuls of her hair as I stared down at her. A million thoughts were going through my head as I took her in. She wasn’t flinching away form me now but instead her hands were clutching folds of my shirt at my back. Neither of us said a word as we stood there under the moonlight just staring into each other. I knew why I wasn’t talking, I had no words for what was going on inside me, but what was her excuse? Finally I kissed her forehead and whispered in her ear because I needed to get the fuck out of there and think about this shit. “Get back inside. I’ll see you tomorrow.” I turned and walked away without a backward glance. That quickly I was back to being pissed. What the fuck was going on here anyway? The two meddlers seemed to sense my mood because they said nothing when I jumped in the truck and took off. It was going to be a long night, if she could make my body sing from just a few innocent kisses who knew what else she could do to me. Innocent, the word swam around inside my head and did even crazier shit to my heart. If what I suspected was true she was in even more trouble than before; I’m not sure I could walk away from that package.
Chapter 10
“We’re going to the beach bro let’s go.” Josh was in my room first thing the next morning trying to drag me off the bed. It was too early for his shit and I wasn’t in the mood. I didn’t want to go anywhere, just wanted to stay here hidden in my room and think about the way things had gone last night. Can’t a guy lose his fucking mind in peace around here? And I’m pretty sure that that’s what’s going on with me; what else can it be? One minute I’m mad at the world the next I’m hard as fuck. I have this girl that I barely know running around in my head and following me into my dreams while the nut that I was once hooked up with was facing ten to life. This shit reminded me of a scene from one of dad’s old ancient ass movies ‘stop the world, I wanna get