away?â He laughs at his joke. I try and laugh too but it comes out like a long tired cough. All in all itâs not a good start.
âI received a letter in the post about my minorâs permit expiring.â The adrenaline is kicking back in. Iâm circling the room, moderating my voice, trying to sound like a reasonable bloke. âSo, so I need to apply for a new licence and I wanted to know if I can do the safety awareness course down at your club?â
âYes, we run the course here.â
âWhen?â
âTheyâre not that often,â he answers. I can hear him shuffling papers. âMost of the folk do it in Mereton, these days. Ah, this Wednesday thereâs one. How about that? Starts at 6.30 pm. The first hour is theory with a multiple choice exam and the second hour is practical. All simple, common-sense stuff. You being a minorâs permit holder would know it anyway. But itâs the law and a refresher is always good.â
âSo, so itâs two hours?â
âThatâs right. Then you put in your application with the Firearms Registry and in about four weeks youâll get a letter back saying your licence is ready. You get your photo ââ
âFour weeks! But I need it for work.â
âThatâs how long it takes, son.â
Four weeks. I donât know if Iâve got that much time. Iâm struggling to get the panic out of my voice.
âI, I see.â
âAre you a member of this club?â
âNo.â
âWell, we better fix that.â Mr Curlewis chuckles again. Heâs a sort of a Santa Claus, Mr Curlewis, with a fat, ruddy face and a thick cotton wool beard. Heâs the jolly type who tends to slap his knee when he laughs. I picture how his face would change if he knew it was me on the other end of the phone. Mr Curlewis and Archie were friends.
âAre you a member of any shooting clubs in the state? You have to provide a genuine reason for having a licence â¦â
âI, um, want to start target shooting,â I say. âIâve been told itâs a, a great sport. Great sport! So Iâd really like to give it a go.â Iâve almost convinced myself that this is the genuine reason. âSo, yeah, I want to join the club. Definitely.â
âCome down and weâll have a chat. Iâm here pretty much all the time. Iâll book you in for Wednesdayâs course too. Whatâs your name?â
I hang up. What the hell am I playing at?
I take off Archieâs hunting fatigues and collapse into bed.
Mum is standing over me, saying my name. Itâs a second before I get a handle on the situation and when I do Iâm on my feet ready for action.
âWhat? What?â
âYa very jumpy, son,â Mum says to me. Sheâs holding a picture frame. Itâs me on my first day of school. âLove this photo. Ya was so cute, love.â
I force myself to sit down. A bit of Archieâs hunting shirt is sticking out from under the bed so I place my feet over it. âWhat do you want, Mum?â I say it calmer this time.
âIâm gettinâ me hair done down at Patâs house. I want ya to drive me out there.â Mum leans against the wardrobe. âI donât like goinâ on that back road. I may as well make use of ya.â
âSure. Sure.â Iâm getting up and walking towards her because I know thatâll make her move.
âYa know itâs almost lunchtime, love.â Mum starts to edge away from the wardrobe. âWe got to go in five minutes.â
âNot âgot to goâ,â I correct. âItâs âwe need to goâ.â
Mum rolls her eyes at me, hands me the photo frame and walks out. I close the door behind her.
âDamon!â she squawks.
âIâll be there in a sec.â
Thereâs one thing to check.
The relief whistles through my teeth. The wardrobe hasnât
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