assess what we were like, but I still felt really nervous.â
âYes, me too,â said Izzy.
I felt myself blushing. We were getting dangerously near to the topic of scholarships and I didnât like it at all. My secret was still safe, but I wanted it to stay that way, because I still didnât know whether it was only people who couldnât afford the fees who were awarded academic scholarships. I wouldnât be able to bear it when it came to the party if everyone looked at me with pitying eyes in my ordinary black trousers and boring top, and realized that I had nothing to wear because Iâm a poor person.
âIâm just going to the loo,â I said, feeling suddenly stifled in the common room, scared that my secret might be revealed if I didnât get out straight away. âStart without me. Iâll give myself an average score, okay?â
And as I hurried out I heard Emily say, âAverage score? That girl thinks of everything. I wouldnât be able to give myself an average score any more than Iâd be able to give myself a back massage.â
A big eruption of laughter followed her comment, and I had to admit it was really witty of her. I loved the way Emily came out with things like that. So why was I feeling uncomfortable again? Then it hit me. It was because Iâd heard Antonia laughing loudly too. She probably didnât understand what Emily had said but she was just joining in the fun. And I suddenly realized she never did that when I was around. For the first time I had the horrible thought that maybe it was me who stopped her being happy. It was almost as though she was free to be happy now Iâd gone. I felt a stab of sadness. Iâd wondered whether Antonia ought to swap dorms, but now it seemed like it should be me swapping.
I was still in a state about that as I went back into the common room a couple of minutes later, and my spirits sank even lower when the first sound I heard was Antonia giggling.
âYou canât put a yellow eight on a blue four!â Emily was spluttering.
âI know! I do not know why I deed eet!â came Antoniaâs laughing voice. Then she added, âI âave only a joker so I will play eet and you will âave to pick up four cards, Bryony!â
âThanks very much, Antonia!â said Bryony, pretending to be cross, and there was another eruption of laughter.
It took quite a lot of courage to go round the corner and take my place at the table now Iâd heard all my dorm mates getting on so well without me, and I hoped and hoped that the laughter and chatter would continue, otherwise Iâd know that I was the problem.
âHowâs it going?â I asked as brightly as I could.
But no one answered me because Emily was just slapping her last card down triumphantly. âOut!â she screeched. âI canât believe Iâve actually won at something! Hallelujah!â
Everyone started adding up their scores and calling them out to me, and for a minute I had to concentrate hard to take them all down correctly and then add them together and divide by six to find the average for myself.
âOkay your turn to deal, Bry,â said Emily.
But sheâd hardly started dealing when Miss Stevenson appeared with two Year Ten girls.
âOh no, itâs not bedtime already, is it?â asked Emily.
âNo, donât panic,â said Miss Stevenson. âWhatâs this?â She looked at the cards. âAha, Uno!â
âI played that last Christmas with my family,â said one of the Year Tens. âIt was hilarious!â
âDo you want to join in?â said Emily.
The girl glanced at my grid. âNo, donât worry, thatâll ruin your scoring.â
âNo, itâs okay because Nicole can work you out an average score,â said Bryony. âSheâs such a superbrain!â
The other girl glanced at me. âOh yes, Nicole Williamson.
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