us,â I say.
Zelia brightens. âReally? You think your mom would let me?â
âOf course.â
She sighs. âI wish I could live here with you all the time.â She stretches her legs out and pulls Granâs quilt over her feet. âSo, did you miss me?â
âOf course,â I say again.
She looks at me sideways, sliding her eyes toward me withÂout turning her head. âDid you hang out with Max?â
âYeah. Some.â My stomach is starting to hurt.
Zeliaâs eyes are narrowed and her pupils are pinpoints.
âI donât think you should hang out with her,â she says.
Her words hit me, sink in and drop into my belly like cold stones.
I arrange my face to look unconcerned. âYeah? How come?â
Zelia waves her hands dismissively. âSheâs a Clone. Just a diVerent kind of Clone. Not like Tammy and those girls, but come on, please. Her and Jas and whatâs her name, the fat one.â
âMaisie,â I say, quietly.
The fat one, the fat one.
âWhatever. They all think theyâre such individuals because... what? They wear black? They wear weird makeup? Itâs so lame. They all dress exactly the same and then act like theyâre so unique.â
âTheyâre okay,â I say.
Zelia shrugs. âWell, do what you want. Just donât expect me to hang around with the Goth triplets.â
I feel like I should say somethingâargue with her or somethingâbut I donât. I just bite the inside of my lip and feel trapped.
There is a long silence. Zelia opens her purse, pulls out a bottle of black nail polish and starts painting her nails. The smell makes me feel sick.
âLetâs go outside,â I say.
Gran is standing at the bottom of the stairs; I think shemust have been waiting to catch me alone.
I smile at her tentatively. She ignores my smile and grabs my arm. Hard.
She turns to Zelia. âGo on, you. I want to talk to Sophie.â
Zelia looks at me and smirks. I half close my eyes, willing her to leave.
âO-kay,â Zelia says. Her voice is low and mocking, but she goes ahead.
Gran holds me away from her and looks at me with eyes like steel. I squirm inwardly.
âIâm really sorry,â I whisper. âAbout last weekend. It was dumb.â
She shakes her head. âYou know, youâre such a lucky girl. You have a mother who loves you, you go to a good school, you have nice clothes, plenty to eat...And there you are, begging on the sidewalk. I donât understand.â
âIâm sorry,â I say again. âIt was just a joke. A stupid game.â
Gran snorts. âItâs that Zelia,â she says. âSheâs a bad influence on you. I know that typeâshe thinks nothing can touch her. She thinks sheâs better than everyone else, but sheâs nothing special.â
âShe is better.â I feel myself hardening again. âShe is special.â
Gran shakes her head. âSheâs trouble, that one.â
âI have to go,â I say, pulling my arm free. I follow Zeliaâs path out the back door and to the hidden spot behind my momâs office. Zelia is sitting there, smoking and stripping leaves off the rhododendrons.
She looks at me, eyebrows raised. âGertrude still pissed about last weekend?â
âDonât call her that.â I feel tired. Tired of Gran. Tired of Zelia. Tired of myself.
Zelia shrugs and butts out her cigarette in the grass. âI got some stuff for you. I almost forgot.â
She opens her leather backpack and turns it upside down. A cascade of eyeliners, lipsticks, hair gel and jewelry tumbles onto the grass.
I pick up a pair of silver hoop earrings and turn them over in my hand. âFor me? How come? Whereâd you get all this stuff?â As soon as the words pass my lips, I want to snatch them back.
Zeliaâs mouth curves in a contented smile. âI missed you,
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