you.â
âLove you, Mama.â
Love you, Mama
. Why did four simple syllables make every excruciating parenting moment fade away? All the arduous bouts of physical therapy, the endless doctor appointments and dizzying fears about money evaporated in the face of that pure sweetness.
Junieâs speech had been a long time coming, thanks to her small oral cavity and high arched palate, as the doctors explained. For a long time, Junieâs speech sounded like no more than babbling to Keeley, in spite of the endless games of peekaboo and the elaborate âmmmâ after bites of dinner to encourage her to make the proper sounds. Then, out of the blue, came âMama.â The first time sheâd heard it on that day when June had just sent a dozen oranges cascading off the grocery store shelf, Keeley had fallen to her knees, clasping a startled June in a bear hug. Then sheâd turned her face away to prevent June from seeing her anguished tears. The word, the precious syllables, should have been a gift to her sister, Juneâs real mother.
She was a fraud, pretending to be a mother. Doubt, grief, fear, desperation, love.
Mama
.
The loss rang through her again, like the clash of cymbals. She knew she would never stop missing her sister, and each gain of Juneâs would remind her of what sheâd lost. Every new word should be LeeAnnâs to treasure; each ink mark on the doorjamb to measure another inch grown belonged to LeeAnn.
What would LeeAnn have done in the present circumstance? Fought Tucker with every breath, every last ounce of her courage; anything to save her daughter.
Junie, I will not let Tucker take you
. The resolve hardened like marble in her heart. She wasnât a detective, or a parole officer, or a cop, but she had the only credential that mattered more. God had made her a mother, and that trumped everything else.
I will find him, baby, and he will never put his evil hands on you
.
Doubt surged afresh. What could she do that the police couldnât? She had to be crazy.
âJust crazy enough,â she whispered under her breath. âLove you, too, Junie Jo.â
SIX
M ick was surprised when Keeley knocked on the window of his pickup truck in the police station parking lot. Reggie had finished up a half hour before and gone back to the cabin. Mick was also done being grilled by Uttley. Heâd learned little except that the Fred at
Birdâs Away Magazine
had not sent the text and that Uttley liked Mick even less than he had earlier.
Mick leaned over and opened the door for Keeley. She climbed in.
âYouâre waiting around to follow me home, arenât you?â she demanded.
Another question that didnât need an answer, but he nodded to be polite.
âThis is crazy. I just explained to John that youâre following me everywhere, and I do not need his protection or yours.â
Not that the scrawny doctor-boy could help out much, Mick thought. âI told him that Iâd be keeping you under watch until Tuckerâs caught.â
She blew out a breath. âFine. Iâm not very skilled at shaking off tails, as they say in the movies, so I just thought Iâd tell you right up front Iâm not going home just yet. Iâm going to the Pick and Pack.â
He raised an eyebrow. âUrgent need for groceries?â
âNo,â she said, her voice hummed with a fierce current of determination.
The silence lengthened between them until she sighed. âIâm thinking youâre going to know if I lie. Iâm a terrible liar. My mother always knew when I was lying. She said my eyes turned silver. Are they silver now?â
He allowed a smile. âNo, but maybe thatâs because you havenât started in on the lying part yet.â
She sighed. âI canât be with June until Tucker is in jail.â
He waited.
She stared him full in the face. âYou donât talk much, do
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