to his horse.
âItâs not so much that I forgot as it is that itâs not the foremost thing on my mind,â he said. He loosened his horseâs saddle and pulled it off onto the shoulder. âThe foremost thing on my mind is how bad Wes Traybo is going to want to kill me stone dead when he finds out I led you there.â
âI donât believe you, Hardaway,â Sam said, walking past him to the remaining two standing walls of the adobe shack.
âDonât believe me
how
?â Hardaway said, walking along beside him.
âI donât believe you spook this easily.â As he spoke, Sam stooped and gathered some dried brush for kindling and some broken, weathered boards for a fire. Hardaway did the same.
âOh?â said Hardaway. âWhat makes you say so?â
âYouâve been a rounder and a tough gunman all your life,â Sam said, walking through a low tangle of brush surrounding the shack. âThis is not the first time youâve done something to make somebody come looking to kill you.â He stepped across a short stone foundation, looked all around and dropped his saddle and an armload of firewood on the dirt floor. âI donât think you fear the Traybos as much as youâre letting on.â
âWell,â said Hardaway, dropping his saddle and more broken boards and dried brush on the ground. âI expect youâre right. I fear no man that much. Iâve had my scrapes and spills, same as any man who set out to do his own bidding. But fearwise, Iâd spit in the devilâs eye.â
âWhat is it about the Traybos, then?â Sam asked, turning, facing him.
Hardaway stooped and piled some wood and brush inside a circle of soot-smudged rocks surrounding an old and blackened campfire site.
âTo be honest, Ranger,â he said, taking out matches from his shirt pocket, âI hate letting the Traybos down. I kind of admire them olâ boys. Not just the Traybo brothers. Hell, everybody that rides with them.â
â
Admire
them?â Sam said to keep him talking.
âMaybe thatâs not the right word,â said Hardaway. âMaybe I mean I respect them?â He looked up from the ground, a match burning between his fingers, fire starting to dance among the brittle brush and kindling.
âAll right, you respect them,â Sam said.
âDamn it, I hate to say it,â Hardaway said. âI know weâre every one of us a bunch of no-good sons aâ bitches out here, top to bottom. But the Traybos are . . . well, theyâre different. Theyâre the kind of hombres you want to ride withâold Baylor Rubens . . . Carter Claypool. You donât find those kinds of men long-riding these days.â
âThen whyâd you stop riding with them?â Sam asked quietly. He stooped and took a canteen of tepid water from his saddle, uncapped it and took a sip. A small fire began to flicker and glow.
âHell if I know,â said Hardaway, reaching around, taking his own canteen from his saddle horn, opening it, sloshing it around. He contemplated the matter further for a moment, watching the fire grow, then said, âFor some reason I expect I knew I wasnât good enough to ride with them . . . the truth be told.â
Sam wiped a hand across his lips and just looked at Hardaway for a moment.
âAll right, I know that sounds crazy,â Hardaway said, under the Rangerâs gaze. âThereâs a lot of no-good bastards you wouldnât have to pay me a Mexican peso to jackpot. Iâd give them to you, just to watch them die over a foaming mug of beer.â He paused; his voice lowered, softened. He tipped his canteen almost in a toast. âIâm just saying, the Traybos and their men? They
ainât them
.â
Sam watched him toss back a drink of canteen water. When Hardaway had wiped his mouth, he continued.
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