going back the same way, though,â Kallik pointed out. Her gaze was fixed on the hills ahead, but Lusa thought she could make out worry in her eyes. She wasnât as excited as Lusa would have expected her to be if she thought she was really close to home.
Is there something Kallikâs not telling me? Lusa wondered. Does she feel something bad about this island, too?
As they trekked on, Lusa kept spotting the marks of animals in the snow: bird tracks and the pawprints of hares, and bigger prints that must have been made by other bears.
âThe hunting should be good around here,â Yakone remarked.
âBut how can we hunt?â Toklo demanded fiercely, speaking for the first time since leaving the shore. âAny animal might be Ujurak coming back to us again.â
âButâ¦â Yakone sounded as confused as he always did when the bears talked about Ujurak. âYou said you killed him and buried him back there.â
Toklo shook his head savagely but didnât respond.
âIf Ujurak could come back once, he could come back again,â Lusa explained, though she wasnât sure how to make Yakone understand when she wasnât sure she understood herself. All she knew was that Ujurak hadnât abandoned them when he rose from outside the cave on Star Island and took his place among the stars.
âWell, then, if he comes back, we havenât really killed him,â Yakone pointed out practically.
âWe havenât killed him forever ,â Lusa replied. âBut it must hurt, being killed. None of us would want to hurt Ujurak.â
âNo, butâ¦â Yakone shook his head, baffled. âHis stars are always up in the sky, arenât they? Iâve watched you all looking out for him at night. So how can he be down here as well?â
âI donât know,â Kallik admitted. âWhen he was with us on our first journey, the stars were always there, too. Itâs as if he can be in two places at once.â
âThatâs right,â Lusa said. âYakone, Tokloâs right when he says that any of the animals we meet could be Ujurak in another shape.â
âBut how are we supposed to recognize him?â Yakone asked.
âWe canât!â Toklo burst out in a frustrated roar, halting and facing the other bears. âUjurak always caused problems when he was alive, and heâs still causing them now that heâs dead.â
âBut thatâs just it. Is he really dead?â Lusa pressed herself comfortingly against Tokloâs shoulder, but the brown bear shied away from her and stood with his back turned, staring down at the snow.
âI donât know,â he replied, his voice thick and choked. âIs he? Or has he turned into stars? Heâs not a brown bear anymore. Maybe he never was one.â
Lusa knew that Toklo had tried to hide his grief and the turmoil in his mind about Ujurakâs death. He thought that he always had to be strong.
âUjurak was our friend,â she murmured. âDoes it really matter what he was?â
âIt matters to me,â Toklo snarled. âIf he really was that hare, then I killed him!â
âBut you couldnât have known,â Kallik said, her eyes warm with sympathy.
âI should have known,â Toklo retorted. âLusa did.â
Kallik glanced at Lusa, shaking her head. There didnât seem to be any way of jerking Toklo out of his grief and anger.
Yakone broke the silence. âNone of this helps us decide what to do now,â he stated. âWe have to hunt, or starve.â
Toklo swung around on him, his teeth bared. âThen Iâll starve,â he growled. âYou can do what you want. Kill him again. What do you care? He wasnât your friend.â
Yakone reared back, startled. âHey, I never said I wanted to kill him.â
Kallik sighed, touching Yakoneâs shoulder briefly with her muzzle.
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