felt uncomfortable but didn’t want to embarrass her and push her away. I played the game she was playing and knew to stop drinking.
“Well I’m not sure what you want me to say,” I finished my drink and paid Amber. I started to get up and wobbled a little. “Whoa.”
“Here let me take you home.”
I walked out of the bar with Julie and everything was spinning. It was dark out and there weren’t that many people in the parking lot. When we got to my car, I took out my keys and handed them to her. Her hand grazed over mine when she looked up and stared into my eyes. I knew it was Julie but I saw Sophia and her beautiful eyes and sexy smile. I brought my hands to her face and touched her lips with my fingers. “You’re here.” I smiled and brought her face to mine. I closed my eyes and our lips crashed into one another. I dragged my tongue across the top of her lips and pushed her mouth opened with my tongued. I caressed her and heard soft moans. She wrapped her arms around my waist and pushed herself closer to my body. Something felt different and the feeling of Sophia slowly disappeared.
I broke the kiss and looked at her again. I blinked a few times and it wasn’t Sophia I saw. “Shit,” I pushed away from her arms and walked away. “I’m really sorry Julie. I-I um just I’m sorry.”
She came over to me and tugged on my arm. “Adam, it’s okay. I wanted to kiss you. Come back and I’ll take you home.”
I shook my head and smiled again. “It’s alright. I’ll get a ride. It was good seeing you Julie.” Before hearing what else she had to say, I turned around and walked back in. When I walked in and took a seat, Amber came over and smiled. “Don’t. Can you call Connor for me please?”
“Sure thing, ” she smirked and took my cell phone.
I placed my head on the table and closed my eyes. Sophia came to my mind and I drifted away to the only place I could have her again.
Chapter 7
I woke up on my side, “What the fuck?”
My head was pounding. I felt like I wanted to take out my insides and throw them in the garbage. I slowly got up and opened my eyes. Connor was sitting at my computer eating a bagel.
Fuck.
I quickly got up and ran to the bathroom. I opened the door and within seconds my head was in the toilet and in my stomach was coming out.
“Ugh!”
Splash.
“Fuck.”
“You look like shit dude.” Connor was laughing behind me.
“Towel.”
I heard the water running in the sink and threw up some more. Connor handed me the washcloth and I started wiping my face.
“So,” Connor started to say. “Mind telling me what happened last night?”
I shook my head. “I don’t even know.”
“Well,” he started to say, still eating his bagel. “I got a call from Amber, the bartender, who told me to come get you. First off, you owe me fifty bucks for puking in my car and second,” he started laughing, “You really need to get laid or something because you cried the whole time and yelled for Sophia.”
I rubbed the towel against my forehead. Everything from last night was foggy. “Damn, what the hell am I going to do?” Last night was a blur.
Connor helped me up to my feet and brought me back to my room. I sat down and put my head between my hands.
“It’ll be alright. You just gotta be patient. You can’t expect her to come back to you. Focus your energy on other things right now.” He looked at his watch. “I’m heading to the office. You should stop by.”
“Yeah, I’ll try. Thanks Connor.”
He nodded his head and walked out of my room.
Sweat trickled down my face as I thought about everything. This wasn’t the life I wanted and I needed to start focusing on Optimax, school, and basketball. Getting back with Sophia might be out of my reach and who knows if she even felt the same way.
I wondered how bad I’d fuck things up if Sophia ever came back to me. Would she keep running away? I couldn’t stand the thoughts and what ifs. I laid back down
“Well I’m not sure what you want me to say,” I finished my drink and paid Amber. I started to get up and wobbled a little. “Whoa.”
“Here let me take you home.”
I walked out of the bar with Julie and everything was spinning. It was dark out and there weren’t that many people in the parking lot. When we got to my car, I took out my keys and handed them to her. Her hand grazed over mine when she looked up and stared into my eyes. I knew it was Julie but I saw Sophia and her beautiful eyes and sexy smile. I brought my hands to her face and touched her lips with my fingers. “You’re here.” I smiled and brought her face to mine. I closed my eyes and our lips crashed into one another. I dragged my tongue across the top of her lips and pushed her mouth opened with my tongued. I caressed her and heard soft moans. She wrapped her arms around my waist and pushed herself closer to my body. Something felt different and the feeling of Sophia slowly disappeared.
I broke the kiss and looked at her again. I blinked a few times and it wasn’t Sophia I saw. “Shit,” I pushed away from her arms and walked away. “I’m really sorry Julie. I-I um just I’m sorry.”
She came over to me and tugged on my arm. “Adam, it’s okay. I wanted to kiss you. Come back and I’ll take you home.”
I shook my head and smiled again. “It’s alright. I’ll get a ride. It was good seeing you Julie.” Before hearing what else she had to say, I turned around and walked back in. When I walked in and took a seat, Amber came over and smiled. “Don’t. Can you call Connor for me please?”
“Sure thing, ” she smirked and took my cell phone.
I placed my head on the table and closed my eyes. Sophia came to my mind and I drifted away to the only place I could have her again.
Chapter 7
I woke up on my side, “What the fuck?”
My head was pounding. I felt like I wanted to take out my insides and throw them in the garbage. I slowly got up and opened my eyes. Connor was sitting at my computer eating a bagel.
Fuck.
I quickly got up and ran to the bathroom. I opened the door and within seconds my head was in the toilet and in my stomach was coming out.
“Ugh!”
Splash.
“Fuck.”
“You look like shit dude.” Connor was laughing behind me.
“Towel.”
I heard the water running in the sink and threw up some more. Connor handed me the washcloth and I started wiping my face.
“So,” Connor started to say. “Mind telling me what happened last night?”
I shook my head. “I don’t even know.”
“Well,” he started to say, still eating his bagel. “I got a call from Amber, the bartender, who told me to come get you. First off, you owe me fifty bucks for puking in my car and second,” he started laughing, “You really need to get laid or something because you cried the whole time and yelled for Sophia.”
I rubbed the towel against my forehead. Everything from last night was foggy. “Damn, what the hell am I going to do?” Last night was a blur.
Connor helped me up to my feet and brought me back to my room. I sat down and put my head between my hands.
“It’ll be alright. You just gotta be patient. You can’t expect her to come back to you. Focus your energy on other things right now.” He looked at his watch. “I’m heading to the office. You should stop by.”
“Yeah, I’ll try. Thanks Connor.”
He nodded his head and walked out of my room.
Sweat trickled down my face as I thought about everything. This wasn’t the life I wanted and I needed to start focusing on Optimax, school, and basketball. Getting back with Sophia might be out of my reach and who knows if she even felt the same way.
I wondered how bad I’d fuck things up if Sophia ever came back to me. Would she keep running away? I couldn’t stand the thoughts and what ifs. I laid back down
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