looked stung, because Max quickly shook his head. âI didnât mean that like it sounded,â he amended. âI just meantââ
Lark forced a smile. âItâs fine. I am ordinary. No big deal.â
Max opened his mouth to dispute this, but suddenly all Lark wanted was to get away from there. She felt silly and out of place, which was ridiculous, since this was her house.
Is it just me, or do you feel this way, too?
Iâm feeling so lost, like I donât have a clue.
Is it just me, thinking lifeâs not on my side?
Is it just me, swimming against the tide?
Lark scribbled the lyrics onto a fresh page in her songwriting journal, silently lamenting the smudged chocolate fingerprint Aidan had left in the bottom corner.
Sheâd been locked in her room for nearly two hours now, and she had two good, solid verses to show for it. The page was dotted with notes, many of which she was sure would change a hundred times before she was through. She liked the melody for the most part, although she had a hunch it could be better. How exactly, she couldnât say, but she knew the solution would come to her eventually. She was sure of it. The best songs were always elusive to begin with, hovering just out of reach, teasing her until finally the melody revealed itself in a flurry of sharps and flats, key changes and rests. Musical notes that hadnât existed in precisely this order before would mysteriously come together, arranging themselves (with a little help from Lark) into a unique tune.
This song had a much more pop-y feel than her usual compositions, which were country through and through. But the bridge was giving her trouble and she wasnât sure where to go with it.
âTime for an expert opinion,â she said aloud, putting down her guitar and reaching for her laptop. Minutes later she was listening to the mechanical singsong tones of a video call being placed, eagerly waiting for her fatherâs face to fill the blank screen.
âHey there, darlinâ,â came her dadâs voice through the computer speaker.
âHey, Dad!â Lark peered closely at the screen and laughed. âWhatâs that you got on your face? Did yâall give up shavinâ or somethinâ?â
âAs a matter of fact, I did.â Her father chuckled and rubbed his scruffy chin. âNot by choice, though. Itâs for the tour. The band thinks the ladies might prefer me this way. They say it makes me look dangerous.â
Lark had to admit that the stubbly, five-oâclock shadow was an excellent look for her already handsome dad. It took a second before she realized what heâd just said.
âWait.
Ladies? What
ladies?â
To her fatherâs credit, he looked a little embarrassed. âYa know . . . the female fans.â
Lark wrinkled her nose in disgust. She didnât like the idea of âladiesâ having dangerous thoughts (or any other kind) about her dad. She knew her parents were almost officially divorced, but the thought of Jackson Campbell dating made it feel much too final. Dating
groupies
, no less!
âWell, it looks real itchy,â Lark observed curtly. âI think you should get rid of it.â
Her father, who knew her better than anyone, understood exactly what she was thinking. âCome on, now, Songbird,â he said gently. âWeâve been through this. Your mom and I arenât getting back together.â
âI know, I know.â
But that doesnât mean I donât hate it.
âAnyhow, I didnât call to talk about your love life.â
âWell, thatâs good, because at the moment I donât have one.â Jackson smiled. âSo whatâs up?â
Larkâs reply was to play him her new song. When she got to the bridge, she shrugged. âIâm stuck. Any ideas?â
They spent the next half hour working as a team, her father far awayâwhere was he,