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nothing other than her, since he had left her house. He thought of the taste of her delicious pussy and how she sucked his cock like no woman ever had before. He wanted her now more than ever. He wondered if she was thinking of him.
Victoria’s life slowly returned to normal, but she stayed away from the library and all young men after her experience with Eli. She put sex out of her mind for almost a week until one morning, she woke up and found her hand rubbing her pussy unconsciously. Soaked, she began thinking of Eli and not David while she touched herself. Opening the fire safe, she pulled out the box. She removed David’s rubber cock from the pouch and began sliding it in and out of her pussy. It was the first time she had ever done this on her own. Again, she didn’t like the feel of it. It was not David’s real, hard, hot, fleshy penis and it would not do. She got up from bed, unsatisfied, went to the bathroom, and washed the dildo in the sink as tears streamed down her face.
After putting the replica away, she took a cool shower hoping it would drive the temptation out of her body. She fought the urge to touch herself in the shower then sat on her front porch, still horny, with her mind racing. As she watched young male students walk by, some who looked like they might fit her profile, she decided to take a walk on campus. She wasn’t looking to bring anyone home and she wasn’t looking for Eli, or at least she told herself that.
Victoria sat on a bench along the large open area in the center of campus. She watched for about thirty minutes as students walked by and began sizing up some of the nerdier looking guys to see if she still had the desire to be with them. She wondered what their cocks looked like and how they tasted. Shaking her head, she attempted to kill those thoughts. She really wasn’t sure if she was ready to get back to her good work or if she would ever be again.
Just as she found herself thinking of something other than sex, Victoria thought she spotted Eli walking toward her. She watched as he turned and headed toward the library. She wasn’t sure it was him, because he was not wearing glasses. His hair was also a little different and he carried himself with a lot more confidence than the Eli she knew, albeit briefly. Yet, in the face, it sure looked like him. Rising up from the bench, she rushed to catch up to him.
He wore shorts and a polo shirt and as she closed the gap between them, Victoria studied his body and was almost convinced that it was Eli. A college student approached him and called him Ethan. Victoria stopped, confused, and eyed them strangely as they stood laughing and talking. She took a few steps toward them and moved directly behind a tree, just behind them, listening. The student said, "Dude, you cut your hair, what the hell?"
"Yeah I was getting sick of it," Ethan said. When Victoria heard his voice, she was sure that it was the person she knew as Eli. The one she had almost given herself to completely. Suddenly feeling sick, she listened more intently as they continued.
"I can’t believe we’re graduating in a few months," the student said.
When she heard this, Victoria had to hold herself back from grabbing him. He was a senior, not an innocent freshman. She thought, What else had he lied to me about ?
Ethan said, "Yeah I know, dude. I, uh, have to go. Got to get to work." Then he took off toward the library, and Victoria followed close behind him.
Inside the library, Victoria watched as Ethan walked behind the counter and into a back room. Moments later, he returned to the lobby and took a seat behind a desk. After waiting a moment, she approached and stood before him as he typed into the computer. When he sensed a person standing there, Ethan asked without looking, "Can I help you?"
She didn’t say a word and stood waiting for him to look at her. He glanced up, frowning, and began, "What can—" he stopped when he saw her and his
Victoria’s life slowly returned to normal, but she stayed away from the library and all young men after her experience with Eli. She put sex out of her mind for almost a week until one morning, she woke up and found her hand rubbing her pussy unconsciously. Soaked, she began thinking of Eli and not David while she touched herself. Opening the fire safe, she pulled out the box. She removed David’s rubber cock from the pouch and began sliding it in and out of her pussy. It was the first time she had ever done this on her own. Again, she didn’t like the feel of it. It was not David’s real, hard, hot, fleshy penis and it would not do. She got up from bed, unsatisfied, went to the bathroom, and washed the dildo in the sink as tears streamed down her face.
After putting the replica away, she took a cool shower hoping it would drive the temptation out of her body. She fought the urge to touch herself in the shower then sat on her front porch, still horny, with her mind racing. As she watched young male students walk by, some who looked like they might fit her profile, she decided to take a walk on campus. She wasn’t looking to bring anyone home and she wasn’t looking for Eli, or at least she told herself that.
Victoria sat on a bench along the large open area in the center of campus. She watched for about thirty minutes as students walked by and began sizing up some of the nerdier looking guys to see if she still had the desire to be with them. She wondered what their cocks looked like and how they tasted. Shaking her head, she attempted to kill those thoughts. She really wasn’t sure if she was ready to get back to her good work or if she would ever be again.
Just as she found herself thinking of something other than sex, Victoria thought she spotted Eli walking toward her. She watched as he turned and headed toward the library. She wasn’t sure it was him, because he was not wearing glasses. His hair was also a little different and he carried himself with a lot more confidence than the Eli she knew, albeit briefly. Yet, in the face, it sure looked like him. Rising up from the bench, she rushed to catch up to him.
He wore shorts and a polo shirt and as she closed the gap between them, Victoria studied his body and was almost convinced that it was Eli. A college student approached him and called him Ethan. Victoria stopped, confused, and eyed them strangely as they stood laughing and talking. She took a few steps toward them and moved directly behind a tree, just behind them, listening. The student said, "Dude, you cut your hair, what the hell?"
"Yeah I was getting sick of it," Ethan said. When Victoria heard his voice, she was sure that it was the person she knew as Eli. The one she had almost given herself to completely. Suddenly feeling sick, she listened more intently as they continued.
"I can’t believe we’re graduating in a few months," the student said.
When she heard this, Victoria had to hold herself back from grabbing him. He was a senior, not an innocent freshman. She thought, What else had he lied to me about ?
Ethan said, "Yeah I know, dude. I, uh, have to go. Got to get to work." Then he took off toward the library, and Victoria followed close behind him.
Inside the library, Victoria watched as Ethan walked behind the counter and into a back room. Moments later, he returned to the lobby and took a seat behind a desk. After waiting a moment, she approached and stood before him as he typed into the computer. When he sensed a person standing there, Ethan asked without looking, "Can I help you?"
She didn’t say a word and stood waiting for him to look at her. He glanced up, frowning, and began, "What can—" he stopped when he saw her and his
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