He wiped his hand over his entire face this time. “I was wrong. Please forgive me.”
She touched the back of her hand to her lips. “You’ve never what?” she asked in a small voice.
“Pressed myself on…an unwilling…” He scratched his head briskly. “I am sorry.”
She drew herself straighter and met his eye. “I was not unwilling.” Small tangled curls idled over her brow. She brushed them back. “’Tis true we’ve both done things tonight we’ve ne’er done before.” She paused. “For instance, you saved my life.”
“Aye.” A small explosion of released tension took the form of a laugh. “Never done that before.”
“So we can allow a few…”
“Allowances,” he finished.
She smiled, that enchanting, faerie-like smile which made him forget he had no heart. He was uneasy to realise he was quite willing to stand here all night in order to make her do it again. Smile, that is. Smile, and moan, and part her lips and then her thighs…
“And now, you must go.” She said what he should have done ten minutes ago.
“Aye,” he said, but didn’t move.
“You have things to do. As do I.” Each word broke like a tiny ice chip. “So, please,” she glaciated. “Go.”
He planted a swift kiss on her lips, then swung into the saddle and reined into the woods without looking back once.
Gwyn watched for a long time, her breath fast and unsteady. Each breath birthed a small smokey puff in front of her mouth. She stood there so long the echo of Noir’s hooves merged with the sound of her own furiously beating heart, then silence.
She was treading a very dangerous path tonight. All Hallows’ Eve, indeed. Doorways that lay closed every other night of the year were flung wide open. And she had just walked through one.
Such beliefs were nonsense, of course, even though she’d grown up with them, tutored by her childhood friends, the Scottish villagers and servants. But they were old pagan beliefs, not of the Church—.
She stopped walking. Oh, Lord.
Pagan.
She trudged back to the hut, her belly hot and flipping, which was absurd and ridiculous and most certainly immoral. It was also reckless, to be so focused on one errant knight when her beloved home was at risk. Recklessness, her besetting sin. Wayward, disobedient.
A wretched disappointment.
She tugged Pagan’s cloak tighter around her shoulders, grateful for its warmth, then spun sharply. If she was wearing his cloak, that meant he had none. She peered into the trees, but he was gone. Long gone. Far gone. Never to be seen again.
She blinked away the sharp bite of tears the frigid temperatures must have brought to her eyes. Time to attend to what mattered. Pagan had his mission, she had hers: get word to the king. Only Gwyn could save Everoot now. It was all in her hands.
In fact, she considered glumly, perhaps the whole
debacle
was a gift from God. A chance to do proper penance for one very old, very awful sin.
And to do that, she needed to be somewhere,
any
where, other than this village with its milk cows and single swaybacked plough horse.
I’ll never see him again
, echoed inside her head as she pushed open the thin wooden door to the hut. She was surprised by the thought, considering she’d already forgotten him.
But she was aghast at the emotion that followed: despair.
The door swung wide and the villagers looked up.
“I need a horse,” she said.
Chapter Eight
Griffyn looked up as the sharp, cautionary whistle dusted down through the dark night air. He whistled back, three trills and one long sustained note. Silence, then high on the hill, the manor gates creaked open, wood pressed hard against ancient wood. Hippingthorpe Hall was admitting its guest.
It was a moody autumn night, stuffy. The atmosphere was thick and murmuring. Overhead the sky was clear, blooming with bright, glittering stars, but in the west, clouds huddled ominously. A gust of wind galloped across the plains, dragging a lock of hair over
She touched the back of her hand to her lips. “You’ve never what?” she asked in a small voice.
“Pressed myself on…an unwilling…” He scratched his head briskly. “I am sorry.”
She drew herself straighter and met his eye. “I was not unwilling.” Small tangled curls idled over her brow. She brushed them back. “’Tis true we’ve both done things tonight we’ve ne’er done before.” She paused. “For instance, you saved my life.”
“Aye.” A small explosion of released tension took the form of a laugh. “Never done that before.”
“So we can allow a few…”
“Allowances,” he finished.
She smiled, that enchanting, faerie-like smile which made him forget he had no heart. He was uneasy to realise he was quite willing to stand here all night in order to make her do it again. Smile, that is. Smile, and moan, and part her lips and then her thighs…
“And now, you must go.” She said what he should have done ten minutes ago.
“Aye,” he said, but didn’t move.
“You have things to do. As do I.” Each word broke like a tiny ice chip. “So, please,” she glaciated. “Go.”
He planted a swift kiss on her lips, then swung into the saddle and reined into the woods without looking back once.
Gwyn watched for a long time, her breath fast and unsteady. Each breath birthed a small smokey puff in front of her mouth. She stood there so long the echo of Noir’s hooves merged with the sound of her own furiously beating heart, then silence.
She was treading a very dangerous path tonight. All Hallows’ Eve, indeed. Doorways that lay closed every other night of the year were flung wide open. And she had just walked through one.
Such beliefs were nonsense, of course, even though she’d grown up with them, tutored by her childhood friends, the Scottish villagers and servants. But they were old pagan beliefs, not of the Church—.
She stopped walking. Oh, Lord.
Pagan.
She trudged back to the hut, her belly hot and flipping, which was absurd and ridiculous and most certainly immoral. It was also reckless, to be so focused on one errant knight when her beloved home was at risk. Recklessness, her besetting sin. Wayward, disobedient.
A wretched disappointment.
She tugged Pagan’s cloak tighter around her shoulders, grateful for its warmth, then spun sharply. If she was wearing his cloak, that meant he had none. She peered into the trees, but he was gone. Long gone. Far gone. Never to be seen again.
She blinked away the sharp bite of tears the frigid temperatures must have brought to her eyes. Time to attend to what mattered. Pagan had his mission, she had hers: get word to the king. Only Gwyn could save Everoot now. It was all in her hands.
In fact, she considered glumly, perhaps the whole
debacle
was a gift from God. A chance to do proper penance for one very old, very awful sin.
And to do that, she needed to be somewhere,
any
where, other than this village with its milk cows and single swaybacked plough horse.
I’ll never see him again
, echoed inside her head as she pushed open the thin wooden door to the hut. She was surprised by the thought, considering she’d already forgotten him.
But she was aghast at the emotion that followed: despair.
The door swung wide and the villagers looked up.
“I need a horse,” she said.
Chapter Eight
Griffyn looked up as the sharp, cautionary whistle dusted down through the dark night air. He whistled back, three trills and one long sustained note. Silence, then high on the hill, the manor gates creaked open, wood pressed hard against ancient wood. Hippingthorpe Hall was admitting its guest.
It was a moody autumn night, stuffy. The atmosphere was thick and murmuring. Overhead the sky was clear, blooming with bright, glittering stars, but in the west, clouds huddled ominously. A gust of wind galloped across the plains, dragging a lock of hair over
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