pushed her. Another one pulled her hood down. And then one snatched her portfolio. She cried out but they just laughed. They passed it between them and then to Levi. She ran towards him, trying to retrieve it, but he held it above his head and opened the zip, and her paintings cascaded out.
And then her mum had come â too late. Theyâd already torn all her pictures up and scattered them in handfuls of bleeding ink into the rain and tossed them across the grass. Her mum had shouted at him and the boys had backed off. She thought of her mum, white and shaking, her face wet with rain, her voice trembling, frightened and angry; and Levi, beautiful, glowing, smiling, his hands clenched into fists at his sides. And his horrid laugh. It had made her shiver.
She clutched Big Bear to her.
And then her mum had pushed him and heâd fallen, and when he looked up his eyes were funny and unfocused and his cheek was bleeding and all bruised. Autumn shuddered. She couldnât bear to think of what might have happened. What if her mum hadnât come and got her? What would happen now?
Sheâd tried not to dwell on it when she was out with Granny but she was worried. Her mum had looked terrible when theyâd left: pale and hurt, as if she wanted some sort of reassurance, as if she wanted Autumn to tell her that it would all be okay. She couldnât do it, she couldnât think of the right words.
âLetâs choose a special pizza for Mum,â sheâd said, and theyâd ordered one with extra toppings, all of Mumâs favourite food.
When theyâd arrived home, sheâd felt sick. She thought they might walk in and find Leviâs parents talking to her mum. But she was sitting upstairs, half in her office, half on the landing, with a man. The one whoâd come to fix her laptop. He didnât look like a computer repair man. He looked⦠Autumn struggled to describe him⦠charming , like a prince in a fairy story.
Her mum was clutching a glass of wine and leaning towards him as if he was the most fascinating person sheâd met. It had shocked Autumn, this still tableau, lit with a single lamp, burning in the darkness of the house. And he was odd, this man, Aaron. Heâd shaken her hand as if she were a grown-up, but he hadnât looked at her. He hadnât seen her.
Sheâd grown agitated and run up the stairs, turning on all the lights. She hoped he would go, this strange man with the blankness inside him, who seemed to have enchanted her mother. Would he become her mumâs new boyfriend? Her mum had come up to say goodnight and sheâd stroked her hair and told her that Levi would never bother her again.
It was wrong to push him , sheâd said, as sheâd said several times before, but I stood up to him. He wonât hurt you now.
She was frightened of Levi, Autumn thought, but she still came to get me, she told him to stop bullying me in front of all those boys. Maybe it will be okay.
She hugged Big Bear more tightly.
Saturday 27 October
LAURA
âY ou could try British Military Fitness,â said Jacob.
Laura made a face.
âIâm not kidding,â said Jacob. âIt would get you fit extremely quickly. You could go into the blue group, the easiest one.â
âIâd hate it.â
Laura was barely listening. The first thing sheâd thought of when sheâd woken that morning had been Levi. The childâs face when sheâd pushed him. His eyes opening wide with shock, his head rolling back. Thank God she wasnât at home this morning. Would his parents be able to find her address? How could she explain why sheâd done something so terrible?
âDonât know until you try,â Jacob continued. âYou never know, big hulking soldiers yelling at you might turn out to be your thing.â He smiled at her expression. âIâm kidding. We only yell a bit.â
Jacob was small and wiry with
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