vain. If Iâd ever been, making my living covered in various grease and dirt mixtures would have cured me quickly. Still, I wasnât up to facing two sexy men when I had one eye swollen mostly shut and half of my face black and blue.
Stefan, being dead, was unlikely to notice what I looked likeâand Iâd never dated Stefan. Not that I was dating either Adam or Samuel at the present.
I hadnât dated Samuel since I was sixteen.
Iâve known Samuel for as long as I can remember. I grew up in the Marrokâs pack in northwestern Montana, a werewolf pack being as close to what I was as my teenage mother could find. It was just chance that her great uncle belonged to the Marrok. Lucky chance, Iâd come to believe. A lot of werewolves would just have killed me outrightâthe way a wolf will kill a coyote who invades his territory.
Bran, the Marrok, in addition to being the ruler of all the North American wolves, was a good man. He placed me with one of his wolves and raised me almost as if I belonged. Almost.
Samuel was the Marrokâs son. Heâd been there for me as I struggled to live in a world with no place for me. Iâd been raised by the pack, but I wasnât one of them. My mother loved me, but I didnât belong in her mundane human world either.
When I was sixteen, Iâd believed Iâd found my home in Samuel. Only when the Marrok showed me that Samuel wanted childrenâand not my love, did I finally understand I had to make my own path in life rather than finding someone elseâs to join.
Iâd left Samuel and the pack and hadnât seen either again for more than fifteen years, almost half my life. All that changed last winter. Now, I had the Marrokâs cell phone number on my speed dial, and Samuel had decided to move to the Tri-Cities. More specifically, he had decided to move in with me.
I still wasnât quite sure why. Fond of it as I am, my home is a single-wide trailer as old as me.
Samuel, being a doctor, is used to a slightly higher standard of housing. Granted his paperwork nightmare had taken a long time to settle. Only the month before had he at last gotten his license to practice medicine in Washington as well as Montana and Texas. Heâd given up his job as a night clerk at an all night convenience store and begun working in the emergency room at the hospital in Kennewick. Despite the increase in his income, he hadnât shown any sign of leaving. His temporary stay in my house had turned into six months and some change.
Iâd refused him at first.
âWhy not with Adam?â Iâd asked. As Alpha of the local werewolf pack, Adam was used to having short-term guests and he had more bedrooms than I did. I didnât ask why Samuel didnât buy his own houseâSamuel had already told me that heâd spent too much time alone the past few years. Werewolves donât do well on their own. They need someone, pack or family, or they begin to get odd. Werewolves who get odd tend to end up deadâand sometimes take a lot of other people down with them when they go.
Samuel had raised his eyebrows and said, âDo you really want us to kill each other? Adam is the Alphaâand Iâm a stronger dominant than he is. Now weâve both lived long enough to control ourselves up to a point. But, if weâre living together, sooner or later, weâd be at each otherâs throat.â
âAdamâs house is only a hundred yards from mine,â I told him dryly. Samuel would have been right about any other wolf, but Samuel made his own rules. If he wanted to live in peace with Adam, he could manage it.
âPlease.â His tone was as far from pleading as it was possible to get.
âNo,â I told him.
There was another, longer pause.
âSo how are you going to explain to your neighbors that there is a strange man sleeping on your front porch?â
Heâd have done it, tooâso I
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