heâd paid me a visit.â
âNobody would dare to put a hand on you,â Patsy said. âYouâre feisty, girl.â
âThatâs right,â Tess said. âI take no shit.â
âYou sound hoarse.â
âOn top of everything else, Iâm getting a cold.â
âWell . . . if you need something tonight . . . chicken soup . . . a couple of old Percocets . . . a Johnny Depp DVD . . .â
âIâll call if I do. Now go on. Fashion-conscious women seeking the elusive size six Ann Taylor are depending on you.â
âPiss off, woman,â Patsy said, and hung up, laughing.
Tess took her coffee to the kitchen table. The gun was sitting on it, next to the sugar bowl: not quite a Dalà image, but damn close. Then the image doubled as she burst into tears. It was the memory of her own cheery voice that did it. The sound of the lie she would now live until it felt like the truth. âYou bastard!â she shouted. âYou fuck-bastard! I hate you! â
She had showered twice in less than seven hours and still felt dirty. She had douched, but she thought she could still feel him in there, his . . .
âHis cockslime.â
She bolted to her feet, from the corner of her eye glimpsed her alarmed cat racing down the front hall, and arrived at the sink just in time to avoid making a mess on the floor. Her coffee and Cheerios came up in a single hard contraction. When she was sure she was done, she collected her pistol and went upstairs to take another shower.
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When she was done and wrapped in a comforting terry-cloth robe, she lay down on her bed to think about where she should go to make her anonymous call. Someplace big and busy would be best. Someplacewith a parking lot so she could hang up and then scat. Stoke Village Mall sounded right. There was also the question of which authorities to call. Colewich, or would that be too Deputy Dawg? Maybe the State Police would be better. And she should write down what she meant to say . . . the call would go quicker . . . sheâd be less likely to forget anyth . . .
Tess drifted off, lying on her bed in a bar of sunlight.
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The telephone was ringing far away, in some adjacent universe. Then it stopped and Tess heard her own voice, the pleasantly impersonal recording that started You have reached . . . This was followed by someone leaving a message. A woman. By the time Tess struggled back to wakefulness, the caller had clicked off.
She looked at the clock on the night table and saw it was quarter to ten. Sheâd slept another two hours. For a moment she was alarmed: maybe sheâd suffered a concussion or a fracture after all. Then she relaxed. Sheâd had a lot of exercise the previous night. Much of it had been extremely unpleasant, but exercise was exercise. Falling asleep again was natural. She might even take another nap this afternoon (another shower for sure), but she had an errand to run first. A responsibility to fulfill.
She put on a long tweed skirt and a turtleneckthat was actually too big for her; it lapped the underside of her chin. That was fine with Tess. She had applied concealer to the bruise on her cheek. It didnât cover it completely, nor would even her biggest pair of sunglasses completely obscure her black eyes (the swollen lips were a lost cause), but the makeup helped, just the same. The very act of applying it made her feel more anchored in her life. More in charge.
Downstairs, she pushed the Play button on her answering machine, thinking the call had probably been from Ramona Norville, doing the obligatory day-after follow-up: we had fun, hope you had fun, the feedback was great, please come again (not bloody likely), blah-blah-blah. But it wasnât Ramona. The message was from a woman who identified herself as Betsy Neal. She said she was calling from The Stagger Inn.
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