Even as the words left my mouth I knew that I would have a better chance trying to convince Izzie to wear three-inch stiletto heels to school than Iâd have slowing him down.
At least he didnât pick up the pace. He kept his stride long, but he wasnât running and as long as I could keep my feet smacking the pavement in a rhythm that rivaled a full-out sprint, I was only seconds away from drawing up to his side. There wasnât anything glamorous about the way I was sweating.
Dylan didnât so much as glance my way, though.
âNow isnât really a great time, Melanie,â Dylan said calmly, as if he were running a few minutes late for a dentistâs appointment.
I didnât say anythingâpartly because I was still struggling to keep up with him and partly because what was there for me to say? Hey, buddy, sorry your dad is such a jerk. If it helps, my dad spends most of his days staring at the bottom of a beer bottle.
Yeah, pass.
âUh . . . where are we going?â I asked finally when I had regained my breath.
He shrugged. âDoes it matter?â
âI guess not.â We descended into silence for another block . . . then two . . . then three.
We passed the elementary school and the blacktop where only a few weeks ago I had been cracking up with Dylan as Mackenzie did a celebratory dance after finally making a shot in rollerblading basketball.
I wondered if he was remembering that or something else entirely. Some distant moment from his childhood back when his dad was actually a part of his life. I tried to picture him as a toddler wobbling around the adjacent soccer field, a wide grin splitting his face, and found myself wondering how long it had been since heâd felt that carefree.
âSo I take it you donât want to talk?â I said eventually. One of us needed to break the silence at some point, and it didnât look like it would be him.
âNot particularly.â
âMind if I talk anyway?â
He shrugged, but he didnât make eye contact. âNothing stopping you.â
I took a deep breath. âOkay, well, Iâm pretty sure I owe you an apology.â
âOh yeah?â There was a slight hitch in Dylanâs step, but he didnât allow it to happen a second time.
âWell, there are a few things, actually.â
âStart wherever youâd like. Alphabetically. Numerically. Categorically. Itâs all the same to me.â
Great. He wasnât giving an inch and now I had talked myself into one hell of a situation. I had planned to say that I was just trying to be a good friendâto help him deal with his dad and then splitâbut I hadnât realized that any apology would inevitably lead to the truth: that I liked him back.
And I still wasnât sure what to make of my feelings.
âI shouldnât have treated you that way back at the house.â
He considered that for a moment and then turned to look at meâreally look at meâfor the first time since Mackenzie had agreed to talk to their dad. âCare to be more specific?â
I kicked at a pinecone and sent it careening forward as my guilt kicked into high gear. âYou know . . . when I was making popcorn?â
He slowed, slightly, but I had a feeling that one wrong word and Iâd be left in the dust. âThat was . . . what? Fifteen minutes ago? Yeah, Melanie. I remember our conversation just fine.â
âIt was an intense fifteen minutes. You saw your dad again for the first time in years andââ
âGet to the point,â Dylan interrupted.
âIâm just sorry about some of the things I said.â
Dylan pulled up short. It was funny that Iâd been hoping I could make him stop for the past six or seven blocks, and yet now that he was truly stationary and staring me down, I would have gladly accepted any interruption. I would have welcomed a phone callâa text, heck, even a
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