employed all through his adolescence until the business could no longer hold its own against Pepeâs and Sallyâs, and had finally surrendered. Alfonse had gone to work for Lucianiâs landscapers, and had soon moved out of the old neighborhood into downtown New Haven.
No one at Pepeâs remembered Alfonse, and though he claimed to remember the pizza maker, he did not try to say hello. They chose a table up front by the window and ordered a small pepperoni and a pitcher of ginger ale. Alfonse told Francesca he was sorry âabout all that had happened with your little friendââ
âLisa,â interrupted Francesca, almost violently.
âLisa. Iâm sorry, baby.â He hesitated before bringing up the topic in which he was most interestedâhis own intruded-upon love, a young, perfect (more perfect with each passing year) love, scribed on a face that remained fresh as white sheets on the line in the backyard of his mind. Still, almost thirty years later. He shook his head. âYour sadness reminds me of a girl I loved.â
âWhat girl?â asked Francesca.
âA girl I knew before your Mama, long, long ago, way back inmedieval times,â he joked in that adult way, simultaneously relishing and resenting his ripened age. Outside, a man was walking two strange dogs with rat ears and skinny, nervous bodies. One sprayed against a lamppost, the other, at the same moment, began compulsively rolling on the ground. Alfonse stared with a blank expression; Francesca considered laughing, but decided against it.
âYou know, baby, each thing that doesnât work out means something else will.â
âI donât care about anything else,â said Francesca.
The pizza arrived, and Alfonse began pulling the slices apart, loosening them, making the cheese bleed onto the metal plate. Francesca quickly pulled a slice away and dropped it onto her plate, blowing on it. Her stomach was empty; she hadnât eaten anything since the rugelach at her grandmotherâs that morning.
âYou know,â Alfonse said with his mouth full, then stopped to chew, having secured his position as speaker. He swallowed. âYou can talk to me about anything.â Francesca thought he sounded like a faker, like he was recycling lines heâd seen in a movie scene between a father and daughter. âAnything at all. Thatâs why Iâm your Papa. To help you.â
âOkay.â
They ate for several moments. Alfonse took a sobering sip of ginger ale, swallowed. He looked up toward the kitchen, where one could watch the pizza maker throw the ball of dough into the air, catch it on his hardened fist so that it immediately spread out and dripped down the length of his wrist. In quick, fleeting thoughts, he remembered the old restaurant, all his dead relatives.
âGrandma says you were very upset.â
âNot really.â
Alfonse was an ambiguous father, a quixotic, kind presence who lurked about in the childrenâs lives, surprising them with stuffed animals and tickling. But it was clear Francesca needed someone here, and Vivian had been too repulsed by the dayâs events to lend a hand. So the task had fallen upon Alfonse, and he was flailing about in the dark, trying to prove to himself that his parental love was unbiased and blind and that it mattered not to him that Francesca appeared to be taking her tomboy-ness to a pathological level.
âIs your friend in some kind of trouble?â He stopped eating and folded his hands under his chin, resting his elbows on the table. An isosceles triangle, thought Francesca.
âNo.â She threw her crust back onto the pizza plate.
âWell, then why did you tell Grandma it was an emergency? Why did you have her bring you to such a bad neighborhood?â
âItâs not a bad neighborhood.â To Francesca, it was a perfect neighborhood. Its residents, and all the Chinese people of the world,
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