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“Remember, Brian, as we go through this exercise, you have permission to have or not have a hard-on,” I said. “However you react is okay.”
    I bent at my waist, took Brian’s penis in my left hand, and lengthened it out with my right. I folded it up gently against his pubic mound.
    I slowly glided my fingertip along the glands that make up the head of his penis. I went up the right side, around the top where the urinary opening is, and then down the left side.
    I felt the muscles in his legs tense. I suggested he let them relax. Every time I felt an area of his body tense, I placed my hand on that area and asked him to release the tightness.
    “Tell me how that feels. Does one side feel more sensitive than the other?” I asked.
    His neck and face turned rosy and I could see the muscles in his abdomen becoming taut.
    “I think the right side, but I’m not sure,” Brian answered. I went around the head again and asked him if he could feel a difference now, reminding him if that if he didn’t it was perfectly fine.
    “I’m still not sure.”
    “Okay, let’s keep exploring.”
    I touched the frenulum, the triangular area between the head and shaft of the penis, then I ran my finger between the two glands. I asked Brian how that felt.
    “Good. Really good.”
    I went around the coronal ridge, which is located at the very edge of the head of the penis and asked him how that felt compared with the other areas I had touched.
    “Not as sensitive as the one before.”
    “The frenulum?”
    “Yeah, the frenulum is more sensitive.”
    Brian’s penis was starting to stiffen. I held it with my left hand and made three strokes up and down on the right, middle, and left just below the head. I did the same at the middle of his penis and just before the base. I asked Brian for feedback at each section and he told me that being touched on the right side just below the head of his penis felt best.
    I did the same movement on the right, middle, and left of the scrotum and asked Brian to tell me how each area felt. I ran my finger along his perineum. Then I traced the Raphe line, the seam that forms when the fetus differentiates into a male, and runs from just below the head of the penis to the scrotum. Like many men who are circumcised, Brian’s Raphe line was crooked and veered right. Brian told me that his perineum was more sensitive on his right than anywhere on his Raphe line.
    Brian’s breathing started to quicken and I asked him to close his eyes.
    I smoothed a little lubricant on my hands. I closed my fingers loosely around the base of his penis and twisted my wrist as I moved my hand upward toward the head. I did this spiraling motion first with my right hand and then with my left. I asked him if one felt better than the other. He said that he felt more excited when I used my left.
    Brian was fully erect and his scrotum tightened. I asked him to take a few deep breaths and then I led him on a scan of his body so he could identify and loosen tight muscles. “It’s natural to tense up with arousal, especially in the abdomen, butt, and thighs, but letting go will help you prolong this feeling you have now,” I said.
    I snatched one of the tissues that lay next to my thigh and wiped away the lube.
    “Now I’m going to use my mouth,” I said.
    I bent further at my waist and took his penis into my mouth. I arched my knees slightly to make it easier to bend. Because Brian’s legs were over mine, they raised a little as I did this and he tensed up.
    “Relax your legs onto mine. Let me do the work here,” I said.
    He released his muscles and his legs rested loosely on mine.
    I swirled my tongue around the shaft and the head. I could feel it against the roof of my mouth. I withdrew so that my lips pouted around the head of his penis. Then I released my lips.
    “How does that feel?”
    “Good,” Brian took a deep breath. “Great, actually.”
    “Did you prefer the oral or hand stimulation?”
    “Oral.”
    I sat