for the lightning bolt of shock that sliced through her when he finally turned, and she gazed into a pair of eyes as jade green as her own. Sheâd always felt like an anomaly among her sisters, with their dazzling Balfour blue eyes, the same as their fatherâs. Hers were so different, and now she knew where those eyes came from, who had given them to her. And they were gazing at her now with an expression of cold courtesy.
âMiss Balfour? How may I help?â
He had no idea why she was here, Zoe thought numbly. Or at least he was good at pretending he didnât.
âI believe you knew my mother, Mr Anderson. Alexandra Balfour?â
He stilled, the expression in his eyes turning wary before it quickly cleared. âI donâtâ Yes, a long time ago. I had business in London one summer and I believe we may have met.â He raised his eyebrows. âPardon me, Miss Balfour. Iâd assumed you came here to ask on behalf of a charity or some such. I have numerous such requests andââ
âThatâs not why I came.â Zoe spoke through stiff lips. Not unless she was considered a charity. âAnd you know it.â She didnât know where she found the courage or the conviction to say the last, but she knew it deep in her bones. Thomas Anderson knew exactly why sheâd come here. He had to at least suspect. âI expect, being in finance,â she continued coolly, âyouâre rather good at maths.â He shrugged, and Zoe continued. âIt will be twenty-seven years ago this June that you met my mother.â She paused, watching him. âI turned twenty-six in April.â
The silence was electric and went on for too long. Thomas Andersonâs gaze had turned terribly cold. âIâm afraid, Miss Balfour, I have no idea what youâre talking about.â
Zoe stared at him, not wanting to feel the well of disappointed hope opening up inside of her, consuming her. Had she actually thought he might accept she was his daughter? Open his arms and embrace her like some prodigal child? And would she have even wanted that?
At least a small, desperate part of her would have. She recognised that by the disappointment and despair swamping her now. Her nails dug into her palms and she lifted her chin. âI donât know how much of it reached the papers over here, Mr Anderson, but a little over a monthago a story broke at the Balfour Charity Ballâa scandal.â She paused; her fatherâs expression didnât change. âThe story was that my motherâAlexandra Balfourâhad an affair twenty-seven years ago, and her youngest daughter was actually illegitimate.â
The smile he gave her was chilly. âIâm afraid I donât read the kinds of papers that run those stories, Miss Balfour.â
âNo, you just live them.â The vitriol in her words shocked both of them, but Zoe didnât apologise. âThis episode of my motherâs life was discovered in an old journal she kept. She named you as my father.â There. It was said. It wasnât exactly trueâshe hadnât written his nameâbut how many American businessmen spent a summer in London, had been invited to Balfour Manor and had eyes the colour of jade?
Thomas Anderson stared at her for a long moment, and for a secondâno moreâZoe thought he would admit it. Explain. Apologise. She longed for it, for the explanation and, more importantly, the acceptance. Then she saw a flicker of regret pass across his face like a shadow and he turned away from her, back to the windows.
âIâm sorry,â he said quietly. âI have no idea what youâre talking about.â
âAre you saying you didnât have an affair with my mother?â Zoe demanded in both disbelief and despair.
He paused, a tiny hesitation but telling nonetheless. âI knew your mother socially, for a very brief time.â
âSo she lied?â
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