long drag of air. âYou smellâ¦Like home.â He traced the skin of my lower jaw. âYou shouldnât, but you do.â
My knees were pudding under his weighted gaze. There were so many reasons why jumping on Babel couldnât happen. Shouldnât happen. First, he was much younger than me. Second, he was my best friendâs brother. And third, finding Chav was my number one priority, not finding a boyfriend. And in spite of those obstacles, I felt strongly attracted to him, desperately attracted to him. The kind of desperation that made me stupid and impulsive, and made me forget my best friend was probably in serious trouble.
I had to stop whatever was going to happen. I had to stay on track with the reason Iâd come early in the first place. âDoes that happen a lot around here? People just up and disappearing?â
Babel looked stricken. He stepped back. His kissable lips pressed into a thin line.
âIâm sorry, Babel.â And I was sorry, for more reasons than just one. My brain said Iâd done the right thing, while the more primal parts of me cussed like a sailor on shore leave.
He narrowed his eyes at me. âWhat are you getting at?â
âI donât know.â Shrugging, I looked away from him to stare at the small window above the door. âWhat you said about Jo Joâs mom, andâ¦â I had no idea where I was going with this line of thought. So, I changed the subject. âI met Ruth Thompson today. She told me a little about Judahââ
âShe should mind her own damn business.â His voice combined anger and hurt all rolled into one painful package.
âShe didnât say much. I swear.â
He sniffed. âWhat did she say exactly?â
âOnly that Judah had been a good man and a good friend. I got the impression that she missed him.â
This seemed to surprise Babel. âI didnât know they were close.â
I didnât tell him Iâd seen Judah kiss her in a vision, and even without that vision, her voice had betrayed how much sheâd felt for him. So instead, I said, âHe was best friends with her son Tyler.â
He grunted. âHmm. Tylerâs always given me the impression he didnât like Judah much.â
Strange, but okay. At least Babel didnât look angry with me anymore. âWhat do you think happened to your brother?â My voice held an edge. âAnd do you think it has anything to do with Chav?â
I watched him tug his lower lip between his teeth. My body reacted to the gesture. It seemed to be reacting a lot around Babel. The impulse to take that lower lip between my own teeth ran through me like a double shot of espresso. I clenched my fists, digging my fingernails into my palms, trying to force out the feeling. I didnât understand my reaction to him. Sure, he was yummy goodness in a hard-body package, but the lure was more primal.
âI donât know,â he finally said. âNeither Judah nor Chavvah would have disappeared without a word to anyone. Itâs not in their natures. They are somewhere out there, maybe together, maybe not, but I have to hope. Right?â
He referred to his brother in present tense. He believed Judah was alive, that both his siblings were in trouble, but not in a no-turning-back kind of way. I touched his hand, a gesture of compassion, and in that moment, I saw him sitting alone by a fire in a large living room. He looked much younger, less seasoned. He couldnât have been much older than fourteen or fifteen in the vision.
Judah walked up behind him. âDonât be mad, bro.â
Babel turned to him. âI just donât understand why you want to leave.â
âI canât make it work out here. Not like Mom and Dad.â Judah ran his hand through his loose curls, tucking the white patch behind his ear. âI donât want to integrate. I want to be what I am. What we are. Without
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