by god. 2. There can be a feeling of being unfit for emotional human consumption by others, basically not being good enough to connect with and relate to them. 3. initially, you may not be able to feel the unworthiness because it is buried deep within the subconscious recesses of the ego. 4. This manifests as lessons in understanding abundance through healing and transmuting the layers of unworthiness within you. DECODING YOUR BIRTH CERTIFICATE NAME 31 5. You may be manifesting physical poverty in your life, eg debts, which are directly linked to the feelings of unworthiness and low self-esteem within. 6. another manifestation of this could be enormous physical wealth in your outer reality but complete emotional poverty in your inner reality. 7. The soul wishes you to experience transmuting the layers of unworthiness so that you move to a place of greater self-worth. This will result in the manifestation of greater physical and/or emotional wealth in your life.
D: Daled 4 Barren to Fruitful 1. You are experiencing moving to a place of totally trusting in the flow of God/Spirit/The Universe in all areas of your life. This is all about feeling connected to the flow of life’s abundance. 2. initially, as you begin to work through this karmic pattern, you would feel insecure about everything in life. You would not trust that anything can be there for you. This can result in being very self-centred as a child so that you hang on to what- ever little you perceive you have. 3. The key experience your soul is creating for you is that as you learn to trust in the flow of life and share of it with others, more will come to you. 4. Having children may manifest for you so you can learn to share of yourself unconditionally in their upbringing. 5. Ultimately, your soul wishes you to move to a place of having complete faith that the Universe will support you in all of your endeavours in life. The more you trust, the more will flow to you. C: Caf 11 Death to Life 1. This is one of the most extreme karmic polarity experiences out of all the double letters. You are here to learn all about valuing life. 2. This usually manifests in you having near-death experiences, experiencing the loss of close friends and relatives, serious or terminal illnesses, miscarriages and abortions, and the loss of 32 YOUR SOUL CONTRACT DECODED close relationships, some through the impulsive actions of the 2 associated with the 11. 3. Through the experience of loss, the soul desires to generate a rapid transformation of your consciousness. The speed of this transformation will create great intensity for you. it will trigger you to question and review your fundamental values about life as a result. 4. This rapid transformation is a metaphor for the death of who you perceive yourself to be now and the birth into a higher state of consciousness. 5. occasionally, you may go through one of these deaths of the self-cycles without the catalytic effect of the enormous shock of a death or illness. P: Peh 17 Slavery to Dominion 1. Your soul may choose to experience through you being a ‘slave’ by placing you in a subservient position to someone seemingly more powerful. 2. This may be oppressive parents or siblings. it might be where you have placed yourself in the role of a disciple in the pres- ence of a Master or guru. This is where you have given away all your power and look to the Master for all the answers. 3. Ultimately, you are here to learn to break away from the family oppression or the Master and take back your power, to have sovereignty over your dominion, your world. This slave iden- tity your ego has created is often hard to let go of because there is an energetic drain on the ‘Master’. if this is to change, you as the ‘slave’ will have to take responsibility for yourself, which could be very challenging. 4. Many stay stuck in this one as it can be hard to break out of. This