before tossing the section of paper aside, smoothing another across his lap. “Isn’t she coming up this weekend?”
“Yeah, but I’ve just got this bad feeling.”
“Call her,” he said, his attention now locked on something in the paper.
“She’s working.”
“She doesn’t work on Mondays.” Lawrence looked back to his paper and sighed. “My wife’s thirty-year-old daughter works in a bar. She went to college, for God’s sake.”
Livy didn’t want to start the old defense of the choices of her girl. “I’m calling her,” she said. But Lawrence had already dropped out of the conversation by the time she turned away.
She went down the hallway to the kitchen. She settled with her glass of water at the counter, and just as she reached for the phone, it rang.
Billy’s voice. She had trouble letting the meaning of his words sink in. Katy wasn’t home. Katy had left a note saying, “Be back when I can,” and she’d been gone all day. He said that note was a bad sign, a sign that she was still mad over a fight they’d had.
“A fight?” Livy said.
“Just an argument. Nothing real big.” Billy sighed. There was a weakness in his voice. He was guilty or lying over something.
“Billy,” she said, “anything you’re not telling me?”
He didn’t hear or pretended not to hear the question. “When things are good between us, she writes, ‘Be back soon.’ She only writes, ‘Be back when I can’ to let me know she can keep me waiting or come home. To remind me it’s her choice. It’s always gotta be her choice.”
Livy looked at the clock on the stove: 12:14.
“She wouldn’t run off?” He said it like a question. “Katy wouldn’t run off. I didn’t do anything wrong.”
“No, Billy,” she said. “Katy would never just run off.”
“She’s coming to see you this weekend. I just thought maybe . . .”
The kitchen shook, righted, shook again. An earthquake? The house held, but the world was slipping. Katy had said something about coming home for a visit, but nothing had seemed wrong. Livy thought it could be something with Frank, but she wouldn’t mention Frank, not to Billy. “Have you tried calling her?”
“Her phone is here. You know how she tends to forget her phone.”
Livy could feel panic rising in her chest. Stay rational , she thought. No need for fear, not fear . But the word and the feeling hummed in her head. “So check who she’s been calling.”
“She keeps her phone locked, and I don’t have the code. Funny how she forgets her phone but never forgets to put the lock on.”
“Have you called the police?”
His voice, she understood that weakness in it. He was high. Of course. “They say it’s too early to declare her a missing person yet.”
A wave of nausea rolled up. “Don’t say that. She is not a missing person, Billy. She’ll come home.” Katy had never run off. She threatened to sometimes. The only time she’d ever done anything like run off, she’d moved to Frank’s houseboat. But she’d called Livy that same day just so she wouldn’t worry. Livy checked her cell phone charging on the counter. No missed calls. “This isn’t like Katy. Tell her to call me as soon as she comes in,” Livy said. She hung up the phone, gripped the counter for balance, then walked softly down the hallway, one hand touching the wall as if she were a blind woman feeling her way down the long corridor of an unfamiliar home.
What This World Needs Is a Little More Awareness
Jesse stared into the open refrigerator at Mike’s granny’s house. “What a waste, man. What a fucking waste of a day.” He was looking for something to eat but kept seeing the pawnshop metal door going down, the “Closed” sign, and the owner, Larry, walking away. They were five minutes too late because they’d had to dump the truck on a back road out by the lake. They couldn’t risk driving it back to town. He hadn’t seen that the truck was on empty. He should’ve
“Yeah, but I’ve just got this bad feeling.”
“Call her,” he said, his attention now locked on something in the paper.
“She’s working.”
“She doesn’t work on Mondays.” Lawrence looked back to his paper and sighed. “My wife’s thirty-year-old daughter works in a bar. She went to college, for God’s sake.”
Livy didn’t want to start the old defense of the choices of her girl. “I’m calling her,” she said. But Lawrence had already dropped out of the conversation by the time she turned away.
She went down the hallway to the kitchen. She settled with her glass of water at the counter, and just as she reached for the phone, it rang.
Billy’s voice. She had trouble letting the meaning of his words sink in. Katy wasn’t home. Katy had left a note saying, “Be back when I can,” and she’d been gone all day. He said that note was a bad sign, a sign that she was still mad over a fight they’d had.
“A fight?” Livy said.
“Just an argument. Nothing real big.” Billy sighed. There was a weakness in his voice. He was guilty or lying over something.
“Billy,” she said, “anything you’re not telling me?”
He didn’t hear or pretended not to hear the question. “When things are good between us, she writes, ‘Be back soon.’ She only writes, ‘Be back when I can’ to let me know she can keep me waiting or come home. To remind me it’s her choice. It’s always gotta be her choice.”
Livy looked at the clock on the stove: 12:14.
“She wouldn’t run off?” He said it like a question. “Katy wouldn’t run off. I didn’t do anything wrong.”
“No, Billy,” she said. “Katy would never just run off.”
“She’s coming to see you this weekend. I just thought maybe . . .”
The kitchen shook, righted, shook again. An earthquake? The house held, but the world was slipping. Katy had said something about coming home for a visit, but nothing had seemed wrong. Livy thought it could be something with Frank, but she wouldn’t mention Frank, not to Billy. “Have you tried calling her?”
“Her phone is here. You know how she tends to forget her phone.”
Livy could feel panic rising in her chest. Stay rational , she thought. No need for fear, not fear . But the word and the feeling hummed in her head. “So check who she’s been calling.”
“She keeps her phone locked, and I don’t have the code. Funny how she forgets her phone but never forgets to put the lock on.”
“Have you called the police?”
His voice, she understood that weakness in it. He was high. Of course. “They say it’s too early to declare her a missing person yet.”
A wave of nausea rolled up. “Don’t say that. She is not a missing person, Billy. She’ll come home.” Katy had never run off. She threatened to sometimes. The only time she’d ever done anything like run off, she’d moved to Frank’s houseboat. But she’d called Livy that same day just so she wouldn’t worry. Livy checked her cell phone charging on the counter. No missed calls. “This isn’t like Katy. Tell her to call me as soon as she comes in,” Livy said. She hung up the phone, gripped the counter for balance, then walked softly down the hallway, one hand touching the wall as if she were a blind woman feeling her way down the long corridor of an unfamiliar home.
What This World Needs Is a Little More Awareness
Jesse stared into the open refrigerator at Mike’s granny’s house. “What a waste, man. What a fucking waste of a day.” He was looking for something to eat but kept seeing the pawnshop metal door going down, the “Closed” sign, and the owner, Larry, walking away. They were five minutes too late because they’d had to dump the truck on a back road out by the lake. They couldn’t risk driving it back to town. He hadn’t seen that the truck was on empty. He should’ve
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