singing lessons he couldn't afford
and, as I would platitudinize to his father, âafter all, it's his life.â
I said: âMy âhandsome heapâ must look a mess.â I touched my hair self-consciously,
wondering why I couldn't take an offhand compliment more gracefully.
âNot a bitâyou could go on as the empress in L'Aiglon. I was hoping you and Dad
might come north for this. Is he here?â
âYes, upstairs. Do you remember your cousin Tully?â
Tully nodded at Jon, then put his finger to his lips. A few heads had turned
disapprovingly. Jon took my arm, whispered âLet's go aloft,â and piloted me to the
stairs.
I said: âI didn't realize you knew Lloyd.â
âI didn't, until last year. My voice coach told me to go listen to his choir at St.
Bernard's. When I introduced myself, the Saddlier-Cavanaugh connection came up. Lloyd
was a great choral director. Wait till you hear his High Requiem tomorrow.â
I was spared having to say that I would not hear it by our arrival at more seating
upstairs and by Sadd's delight at seeing Jon. He adored his son, despite the fall of
genes that had made them so different. Henry was filling coffee cups from an urn that
stood at one end of the room. A dozen or more persons had found their way here, and one
of them, a hunched figure in a chair near the urn, looked as if he had found his way
from a soup kitchen. He was clutching a coffee cup and staring into space, a shriveled
man who could have been sixty or ninety, encased in a deplorable overcoat buttoned to
the neck.
Jon said, as we sat down on the folding chairs being placed for us: âThere's poor old
Marty Cavanaugh. I should go speak to him, but he's so skittish.â
âMarty?â Sadd looked across the room with interest. âSon of Martin and Sara?â
âI don't know whose son he is, Dad. He's just your old-fashioned family drunk. Lloyd was
good to him. Marty used to go over to St. Bernard's sometimes on Sunday morning to get
out of the cold and listen to the music. Lloyd would always take him out to breakfast.
Did you know that St. Bernard's is up for some kind of papal award because of Lloyd?
It's one of the few Catholic churches in New York that still keeps the authentic
Gregorian chant with full choir.â
âThat's interesting,â I said, my eyes on the hunched figure across the room.
âAnd refreshing,â said Jon. âAll you get in most churches today is the congregation
bleating in the pews.â
âWho's bleeding in the pews?â asked Sadd. I knew his attention had wandered to where mine
had.
âBleating, Dad. Singing off-key and not knowing all the lyrics.â
I said the âlyricsâ of hymns had always been my downfall as Henry approached, balancing
three cups of coffee. He distributed them, shook hands with Jon, and said, as he sat
down:
âThat sad-looking creature over there is Martin Cavanaugh, Junior. I introduced myself
and when he told me his name, I said âyou must be Jim Cavanaugh's nephewâ and he said
yes and kept drinking his coffeeâwhich is spiked to the hilt, by the way.â
Jon waved to someone across the room and excused himself. Sadd and Henry and I looked at
each other. Tully's recounting of the events of that summer was still perking.
Sadd said: âMartin would be one of those cousins in Patchogue. He'd have known Ellen.â
âAnd Jim,â said Henry. âWouldn't you love to pump him on the subject of the mausoleum?â
I said: âWe shouldn't all converge on him. Jon described him as âskittish.'â
âI'd describe him as drunk,â said Henry.
âJon also said Lloyd was good to him.â Then I added: âI wonder if Lloyd remembered Jim
Cavanaugh.â
âToo bad we can't ask him.â Sadd drained his coffee. âBut I doubt it. Lloyd's father was
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