the journey. My birth certificate is folded in an envelope, secured in the front pocket of my bag. I go to bed early. I dream of tanks chasing me down the streets of Jerusalem. I dream Iâve been buried alive. Maysaa scoops dirt over me but I canât scream because my mouth is full of rocks and compost. I wake up in a cold sweat. I look over at Sitti Zeynabâs empty bed and realise just how much I need her. I force myself to close my eyes and replay the words of a pop song in my head until I fall asleep.
Chapter SEVEN
  I leave the house early the next morning. I write Jihan a note telling her Iâve gone to school. Itâs still early and she lies snoring beside Tariq on the bed. None of us even contemplated sleeping in Sitti Zeynabâs empty bed. Samy and I have no idea how to get to Jerusalem and so we agree to head to the main service taxi rank at Manger Square. Bethlehem hasnât fully woken yet. Most of the tourists with their astonished and wonder-filled eyes who walk the stone streets of the holy town are probably still snuggled fast asleep in their hotel beds. They come in their jeans, walking shoes, T-shirts and baseball caps. Sports bags perched on their backs, cameras dangling off straps around their necks, theyâre eager to experience the place where Jesus was born. Samy and I watch them sometimes as they listen eagerly to their Palestinian tour guides who happily explain the history behind the Church of the Nativity and lead them to souvenir shops where they can purchase mugs, T-shirts, paintings or mouse pads with prints of the Virgin Mary holding a baby Jesus (all at a special commission to the tour guides, Baba says). Samy and I enjoy talking to the tourists. Theyâre either overwhelmed (in which case we feel sorry for them and will shoo the beggars and child merchants away) or excited (in which case we pose in photos with them and practise our English skills on them). As weâre walking we overhear two men in loud conversation. Samy grins at me and cries out to them: âWe speak London too!â Laughing, I grab Samyâs arm and pull him away. âPeople donât speak London, silly!â I say. âWell what was that then?â âItâs an English accent. They were speaking English .â âLondon, English, itâs the same thing.â âYou need to stop sleeping in Ostaza Mariamâs classes.â âOkay, teacherâs pet.â We start to kick a smooth grey pebble, taking turns in passing it to each other as we walk along the street. Then we get into another argument, which we often do. It all starts when I tell Samy that I want to be a vet and zoo operator when I grow up. He snorts and then asks me what kind of zoo. âA zoo where people can walk around with the animals.â This seems to amuse him very much. âYou canât have a zoo without cages. People would get eaten by the animals.â âNo they wouldnât. I would train the animals to be gentle.â âYou canât tame a lion to take a stroll with a human. Donât be ridiculous.â âYou can so!â I shout, infuriated by his cynicism. âThere are places in the world where people observe animals close up! Theyâre called safaris .â âSafaris? Itâs sarafis , silly.â âIt is not.â âYes it is.â âIs not.â âIs too.â âNo.â âYes. Sarafi! Sarafi! Sarafi! â âOh, shut up.â âAnyway, what are you talking about? And stop talking as though you have any idea whatâs out in the world. Youâve never even seen a lion. Or a monkey. Not even a camel. And weâre in the Middle East, for Godâs sake!â I kick the pebble hard and far, sending him running to kick it further. The rule is that the first person to miss the next kick loses. And neither one of us likes to lose. âIâve seen them