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Ben?”
    I shrug. “We’ll see.”
    “That’s not the answer I was wanting.” Jayce snorts as he shakes his head.
    “Then stay.” I reply as I grab his arm and tug him towards me.
    His brow furrows for a moment as he looks down at me. “You don’t even know me.” He whispers.
    “I don’t care.” I reply as I pull him down on top of me. “I just want to feel anything other than pain right now.”
    He nods and searches my eyes with his. “If we do this it means nothing, okay.”
    I nod and then pull his face down to mine.
    I was finished talking with him. I only wanted actions, touches, now.
    His hands begin to slide under my shirt just before the door to my room swings open and Ben curses as he covers his eyes.
    “Seriously, Jayce, you’re doing this now?” He clips out.
    Jayce curses as he pushes himself off of me to sit on the edge of the bed.
    “At least get to know the girl first.” Ben huffs out.
    “Shut it, Ben. You have no idea what was going on here.” Jayce replies as he stands to his feet.
    “I know well enough.” Ben bites out. “You do this every time you need to forget your crappy past and every time you do it only makes things worse.”
    “What do you think it’s going to do to her? She’s going to regret it in five minutes, I guarantee it.” Ben adds.
    Before Jayce can say a word I jump up to my feet and move right in front of Ben. “He didn’t do anything that I didn’t ask for. All I wanted was a moment to forget my pain, one moment to forget what Liam said to me.”
    “You don’t know a thing about me or how I would feel.” I add.
    Ben’s jaw ticks for a moment before he waves his hands absently in the air. “Then by all means go back to what you were doing and forget I even interrupted. Don’t come crawling to me when things get messed up even worse.”
    With that Ben walks out of my room slamming the door behind him.
    Turning back around, I look to Jayce as he rubs the back of his neck awkwardly.
    The moment between us had been ruined.
    He motions past me. “I should go and talk to him.”
    I nod. “Yeah, you should.”
    “Will you be alright?” He then questions as he takes a step closer.
    I nod my head again even though I glance away from him. “I think so.”
    Not accepting my answer he moves closer and takes my chin in his hand, forcing me to look up at him. “Promise me you won’t do anything stupid.”
    I smirk. “I can’t promise that.”
    He snorts and shakes his head. “Just promise me that you’ll at least try and not get yourself into trouble until I return.”
    Laughing softly I shake my head. “I can’t promise you that either. I always seem to find myself in some sort of trouble.”
    Grinning Jayce tilts his head. “You might just be my type of girl.”
    Sighing I motion towards the door. “Go talk to him. I promise I won’t do anything stupid until you get back.”
    Shaking his head with a smirk Jayce barks out in laughter. “I’m going to have to keep my eyes on you.”
    I grin and he nods once more before leaving my room.
    Alone I sigh roughly and then move over to my bed to sit on the edge.
    I still felt empty inside.
    Liam’s words continued to play in my head over and over again.
    I couldn’t believe he had actually said them out loud like that. Could he really be in love with me? It was possible.
    He had a funny way of showing it though considering the things he had said previous to his sudden confession.
    Laying back I cover my eyes with the back of my arm as I breathe out.
    Right now I honestly didn’t know what to do with his confession. He was still with Amy which meant that I didn’t really mean much to him.
    At least that’s how I saw it.
    Someone who loved you didn’t make you feel the way that Liam had done to me.
    But then again what did I know about love. I had cheated on the one person that I had claimed to love.
    Maybe I didn’t know what love really was.
    Coming to a conclusion I decide to stop whatever it was