think I would hear those words come from your mouth.”
“Yeah, well, up until just a few days ago, neither did I. But now, you have me all kinds of curious.”
“So that’s their thing then, huh? They like to share. Tell me about Robbie.”
I lean back into the chair in her room with my feet up on the bed. She’s lying on the bed, legs bent up and feet bouncing. “Robbie’s a real ‘pretty boy’ as you would call him. Styled-messy blonde hair and bright green eyes. Much smaller build than Seth; more like a skater. Beyond that, I don’t really know anything.”
“Well, there’s one sure way to find out.” She takes both her hands into fists and starts stroking them towards her mouth, making that same dumb blowjob face again.
“Yeah, and the scary part is, I’m getting turned on just thinking about it.”
“Well, I guess you know what you’ve got to do then girl.”
“Yep. Sleep on it and hope I come to my senses in the morning.”
She chuckles. “You said ‘come.'”
I roll my eyes at Rachel before I get up, squeeze her neck, and tell her goodbye.
The drive home isn’t bad, but it gives me too much time to think and obsess over the subject. I turn the radio on, trying to dick-stract, shit, distract , myself. Three by Britney Spears is playing. You have got to be kidding me. I turn the station, and Rihana’s S&M is starting.
I just shut the damn thing off.
Five more minutes and I’m finally home and into my bedroom. I slip my pink dress off and stare at myself in the full-length mirror on my bathroom door. I just stand there and stare for what seems like forever until my phone dings.
Rachel: Did you make it home okay?
Me: Yeah girl. Thanks for checking on me.
Rachel: You’re my bae. I gotta keep tabs on you. Now get some sleep.
Me: Night bitch.
I strip out of the ridiculously expensive lingerie and lay it on the dresser. Throwing on an oversized tee, I crawl into the bed knowing my dreams tonight are going to be absurd.
Chapter 12
The first morning after was exactly as I expected. Restless sleep from hard to remember dreams. Same went for day two. Since I have no previous experience, I’ve spent tonight with my vibrator, laptop, and Pornhub doing “research.” Plenty of research. Two guys screwing one girl. One guy screwing the other while he screws the girl. One guy getting head from the girl while giving head to the other guy. One guy getting screwed while eating the girl out. Shit there’s a lot of possible combinations!
I think my favorite scene was this one really hot, buff guy sucking his friend’s cock with the girl and then he fucked the ever living hell out of her. I came twice on my little pink vibe during that one.
The more I watch, the more I want to try. All of it. You only live once after all.
It’s ten o’clock, but I decide to call Seth anyway. I grab my cell off the bedside table, and it nearly falls, my grip is so numb from the vibrator. Swiping up, I select the call list and press ‘Seth.’ It rings twice, and he picks up.
“Hey, Macy. What’s up?” He sounds groggy, and I suddenly regret calling him.
“Sounds like I woke you up. Sorry. Want me to call back tomorrow morning?”
“No, it’s fine. We had a call this afternoon that took two hours to get a handle on. I was just resting.”
“You sure? It’s really no big deal.” I’m suddenly trying to backpedal my way out of this conversation.
“Macy, I said it’s cool. I was going to be up in like thirty minutes anyways. I’m heading over to the kitchen to make some coffee now. So, what’d you call for?”
“Well.” I can tell my voice sounds unsure, and I don’t want him to think I’m scared, even though I am a bit, so I recompose and start again. “I wanted to talk more about you and Robbie.”
“Okay, like how long we’ve been together or what?”
“No. I wanted to talk to you about, you know, maybe trying your thing . ” I hear what sounds like a coffee cup shattering
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