me away from
everything,
including boys. By the time I got out of high school, I just wanted out. I didnât know much about life or men and I still donât.
âWhen I refused to go to a Christian university they said that they were not going to pay tuition to a heathen school. So instead of going to college I worked for a few years in Waterloo until I moved to Chicago four months ago. Right now Iâm working as a receptionist and trying to save money so I can get my degree.â
âThis workshop is very expensive,â Flo remarked, her maternal instincts once again on alert. âWhy would you go into debt for somethinâ this frivolous?â
âI donât think itâs frivolous. This is like a survival course for me. Iâm tired of feeling as though I donât belong anywhere.â
âI guess itâs easy to feel out of place in a new city, but darlinâ, youâre beautiful. You have such an exotic look about you.â
âThatâs it!â Pia said, clapping her hands to the baffled looks of her teammates. âThatâs your weaponâthe one you possess but donât utilize. Turn what you think is your negative into a positive.â
âI donât get it.â
âBecca, itâs like Joey said today. Strengthen your strengths. Youâre exotic-looking. Play up the fact that you look different to your advantage. Donât try to cast yourself in a Hollywood cookie cutter starlet mold.â
âI swear, I canât tell one skinny, blond, dog-totinâ girl from the next, even if they are famous,â Flo agreed.
âOh, I donât want to be famous. I just want to mean something to somebody. To be
some
bodyâs star instead of always feeling like a fish out of water.â
âWell, then this should be perfect,â Pia said, pulling a necklace from the display and clasping it around Beccaâs neck. âWhat are starfish but uniquely shaped fish. And where do you find starfish? Usually on the beach, out of the water. So whenever you feel like you donât belong, touch this and remember youâre a one-of-a-kind star. Just presently undiscovered.â
âYou really think Iâm a star?â
âBecca, I deal with so-called celebrities every day, and one thing Iâve come to realize is that whatever you believe you are, others will too.â
Chapter Seven
FridayâSocial Sensuality
A fter a morning dedicated to relaxing and sensual spa and aromatherapy treatments, followed by a sumptuous lunch of tasty bite-size cuisine, everyone reconvened in the Pacific Ballroom for day two of unearthing their inner bombshells.
âGood afternoon, lovelies! Youâre all glowing!â Joey remarked once her pupils were assembled. âAnd thereâs a new vibrancy in the air. Can you feel it? You all must be wearing your new lacy attitudes.â
Happy laughter buzzed around the room. The sparkling energy was evident and contagious. It had even managed to warm Pia up to the idea of being there. Yesterdayâs lessons had obviously sunk in and were being fully applied this morning. Armed with a new confidence brought on by self-discovery and the emergence of self-acceptance, the weapons-in-waiting sat eager to absorb todayâs knowledge.
âYesterday we began to discover our individual sensuality. You identified your personal signaturesâthe things about your personality, opinions, and choices that set you apart from every other woman in the room. Today we take the next step toward bringing out the sensual you in a social setting by learning how to interact on a joyfully flirtatious level.
âWe were all born to charm. If youâve ever watched a baby work the room with his or her sparkling eyes, irresistible smiles, and sweet coos, you already know that flirting is an inherent part of our DNA.â
Like that little charmer in the mall,
Pia remembered, smiling.
âAnd with
Sarah J. Maas
Lin Carter
Jude Deveraux
A.O. Peart
Rhonda Gibson
Michael Innes
Jane Feather
Jake Logan
Shelley Bradley
Susan Aldous, Nicola Pierce