retired ETA terrorist?â Jerry sniggered. âSouth America cracks me up. Itâs full of retired Nazis and weirdos.â
No one responded. This was sharp language for Jerry. He seemed a bit drunk, though half a bottle of wine couldnât possibly account for it.
âAll right, you losers.â Max stretched lazily across his chair. âIf you donât wanna play, you donât wanna play. Iâm bored. What are we gonna do. Letâs go have a game of darts. They have games upstairs. Alex?â
Alejandro seemed a bit lost. âAll right,â he said, picking himself up. âAlma, you want to play?â She did. Eve didnât. She yawned and announced she was off to bed. It wasnât even nine oâclock yet, but Ute felt shattered too, as if sheâd walked through the national park all day, all twenty hectares of it.
Just then a feline roar ripped through the silence. Everyone froze and looked around. Night had fallen â a deep, equatorial night.
âJesus,â Jerry said. âThat sounded close. Must be the lion cub.â
âSheâs lonely,â Max said. âSheâs a girl. Girls need company. Ainât that right, Alex?â
âYeah,â Alejandro chuckled uneasily and took Almaâs bird-like hand in his and rubbed it.
Jerry and Ute exchanged looks. It was time to retire. They got up and bid everyone goodnight. The lionâs sorrowful roar followed them down the ghostly white path all the way to la tortuga . The humid darkness seemed to magnify sound.
âSounds a lot closer than it is,â Ute said.
âItâs not that far, really,â Jerry said. âBut Iâm surprised the sound isnât mufï¬ed by all the vegetation.â
âIâm exhausted,â Ute said. âI think itâs Max.â
âHeâs unbearable. But heâs a certain kind of rare specimen. Almost a parody of himself. If you put him in a book, he would seem exaggerated.â
âWell, Iâd rather examine the specimens of the local ï¬ora and fauna. Itâs more relaxing.â
Jerry put an arm around her waist and kissed her eyelid. He was grateful that sheâd agreed to stay longer. Everything else was peripheral. Under the mosquito canopy in their cabin, he passed a glad hand over the contours of her body, but she didnât have the energy for it. She felt disconnected from herself as well as from everyone else.
Again, she slept the sleep of the innocent. And again, her dreams were far from innocent. She dreamt of a woman statue who wasnât a statue at all. She stood in a clearing in the middle of a jungle, white, perfect-faced and naked, her breasts bursting with jungle sap. Then, out of the bushes came a hairy, olive-skinned man who stood behind her, placed his hands on her breasts and started humping her. It was Max. No, oh my God, it was Jerry. No, that was impossible. She didnât want to know. She looked away from it, and yet it was everywhere. And the statue was⦠It was either Alma or Eve, she couldnât tell, because the statueâs identity was somehow beside the point. She was every woman, the female principle at its most basic. And as he humped her, the statueâs belly started swelling. Ute felt aroused and repelled at the same time, because she knew that this primeval spectacle was put on especially for her, that they knew she was watching. That they were provoking her, trying to tell her something. She ran back into the dark forest, but straight away came onto another clearing drenched with light, and there too was an identical copulating couple. And again she turned away and ran through dense vegetation, sorrow and anger clutching at her throat, and again â a clearing where⦠She was surrounded.
She woke up drenched in sweat, shaken and annoyed with her dream. Jerry wasnât there.
In fact, she felt ill â not physically, just generally ill. Maybe it was the
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