âThe party is tomorrow night and you must be able to dance every dance.â
Tia sighed. For the past few days, sheâd tried to no avail to make Emily understand that no one would believe Tia was her cousin from the Midlands. âEmily, this is fruitless. No one is going to dance with me.â
Emily only laughed. âEveryone is going to want to dance with you.â She dragged Tia into the room.
Mr. Blackwell waited impatiently, tapping his foot. âYou should never leave a man waiting for so long,â he reprimanded them both.
âI do apologize, Mr. Blackwell. My cousin was detained with an important letter from her mother.â
Tia shook her head and gave Emily a curious look. She supposed she should go along with the lie. âYes, my mother had some news of my sister.â If only that were true. She might not miss the Midlands, but she did miss Mia dreadfully. Lately, sheâd felt as if something could be wrong with her twin. But that was impossible. Nothing ever happened out there.
âVery well, our last dance to learn is the waltz,â Mr. Blackwell stated.
âMy cousin has not been given permission to dance the waltz,â Emily said quietly.
âThat does not matter. She still must learn it.â
Tia still did not understand how she must gain permission from some ladies sheâd never met in order to dance a simple dance. Emily told her the dance was scandalous because a man held onto her while prancing across the dance floor. Tia doubted it was as bad as Emily stated.
As Mr. Blackwell taught her the dance steps, Tia confirmed her suspicions. The waltz was hardly as scandalous as sheâd been told. It was quite an enjoyable dance, but not as strenuous as some of the country dances. By the fourth time, she had mastered the steps and could enjoy the beautiful music that accompanied them.
As their hour of lessons concluded, Tia glanced over at Emily. For the past few minutes, sheâd been rather quiet, just sitting on the sofa watching them. Her face had grown quite pale.
âAre you all right, Emily?â
âJust tired. I believe I shall take a nap.â
âI will be up in a few minutes to check on you.â
Emily nodded and slowly headed to her bedroom. Once Mr. Blackwell departed, Tia walked up to Emilyâs bedchamber and knocked on the door. âMay I come in?â
âOf course.â
Tia entered the room and then strolled to the bedroom where Emily lay resting on the bed. âWhatâs wrong, Emily?â
âIâm tired.â
âVery well then, why arenât you closing your eyes, trying to sleep?â Tia sat down at the bottom of the large bed.
âI have to tell my husband,â Emily whispered.
âYes, you do. Before long he will notice.â
Emily laughed scornfully. âI doubt that. He barely notices anything about me. He rarely visits my bed, preferring the company of his mistress to me.â
Tia nodded, not knowing what to say.
âAnd when he does visit my bed, he makes no effort to pleasure me. My mother confided in me that women can take pleasure from the act, but so far the only time it was pleasurable was the time with . . .â Her voice trailed off, as if realizing she was about to say too much.
Again, Tia could only nod, not having the experience to offer much consolation.
âThe act should be pleasurable, shouldnât it?â
This time, she would have to say something. Her mother had also told her that women could enjoy the act with the right man. âI suppose it should,â Tia muttered. âHonestly, I wouldnât know.â
âYouâve never been with a man?â Emily smiled sadly. âI am sorry. I shouldnât have assumed you had been with a man before now.â
It wouldnât be the first time. Even Jonathon had made the same assumption. âIâm not offended.â
âYou should be.â
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