good thing youâre about to get some fresh air. Thereâs no time to slack, not with your schedule.â
âFresh air?â
âCentral Park. I spoke to a couple of contacts yesterday and they might just be able to accommodate your sister.â
Central Park! Of course. One of the few iconic New York landmarks she had actually visited and spent time in. Hope obediently slid off her stool, pressing one hand to her full stomach as she did so. She couldnât remember the last time sheâd indulged so much. The last time sheâd felt free to indulge, not set a good example or worry about what people thought.
Central Park was barely a ten-minute stroll from Gaelâs studio. Hope had spent several hours wandering around the vast city park but it felt very different walking there with Gael. He clearly knew it intimately, taking her straight to a couple of locations that had availability on Thursday in two weeksâ time.
âWhat do you think?â he asked as they reached the lake. âRomantic enough or did you prefer the Conservatory Garden?â
âThe garden is lovely,â she agreed. âItâs a shame the floral arch is already booked. I think Faith would love it. But with such short notice sheâll just have to be grateful we found her anywhere at all.â
âWhy on earth is it such short notice? Is it a religious thing? Is that why your sister wants to marry Hunter on six weeksâ acquaintance? Why you are still a virgin? Youâre waiting for marriage? For true love?â She could hear the mockery inherent in the last phrase.
The small bubble of happiness sheâd carried since the moment sheâd seen the bags heaped with ice cream burst with a short, sharp prick. He thought she was odd, a funny curiosity. âI donât see that it is any of your business.â
âHope, tomorrow, or the day after or the day after that, the moment I think you are ready, that you can handle it, you are going to pose for me for a painting which is supposed to symbolise sex. If this is going to work I need to understand why you have made the choices you have. Iâm not going to judge youâyour body, your decisions. But I need to understand.â
Hope stopped and stared out over the lake, watching a couple in a boat kissing unabashedly, as if they wanted to consume each other. Her stomach tightened. âHonestly? Is it that unbelievable that a twenty-seven-year-old woman hasnât had sex yet? Does there have to be some big reason?â
âIn this day and age, looking like you do? You have to admit itâs unusual.â Happiness shivered through her at his casual words. Looking like you do. It was hard sometimes to remember a time when she had felt like someone desirable, bursting with promise and confidence, confident in her teeny shorts and tight tops as only an eighteen-year-old girl could be.
âItâs no big mystery. Itâs not like I have been saving myself for my knight in shining armour.â She didnât believe in him for one thing. âIt just happened.â Hope turned away from the lake, dragging her eyes away from the oblivious, still-snogging couple with difficulty. For the first time in a really long time she allowed herself to wish it were her. Oblivious to everything but the sun on her back, the gentle splash of the water, his smell, his taste, the feel of his back under her hands. She had no idea who âheâ was but she ached for him nonetheless.
âI told you I raised Faith after our parents died. My aunt offered to help. She had a couple of kids Faithâs age and would have been happy to have had her. But I wanted her to grow up where I grew up, in the family house, stay at her school with her friends.â She twisted her hands together. It all sounded so reasonable when she said it but there had been nothing reasonable about her decision at the time. Just high emotion, bitter grief and
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