in black metal frames. I like this space. She has it all together. I know that I do not.
âSo, speaking of weddings, when am I going to bake for you?â
This is Irisâs favorite question. She teases me because she knows Avery is no closer to walking down the aisle today than he was six months ago. I get tired of explaining my boyfriend to my familyâwhich is safely in Cutter and, thankfully, not in town to harass meâand to friends like Iris. About the only person who doesnât hassle me is Maurice. He has enough brides on his hands, I figure.
Just the other day, I found a brochure for a pricey Italian resort in Averyâs car. I picked it up and read about the sandy beaches and lagoonlike pool and all of the spa treatments. I put down the brochure and got very quiet. Avery will probably go there with his parents or by himselfâhe likes to travel alone (which I think is strange)âand I just decided to have a pout about it. It might sound a little weird, but lately, as I get closer and closer to wanting to marry Avery, I imagine us traveling together. And when I do, itâs as a married couple. Jetting off in our current boyfriend/girlfriend status holds little attraction for me. I want things to be permanent with Avery. Itâs daring but Iâll say it: I want to be his wife .
But when I get right down to it, Iâm not even his fiancée. We donât plan vacations together. Plus, the trip would have to be on his tab because wedding directorâs assistants canât afford lagoon pools. So, with all that said, I guess I just wanted Avery to gush, âMacie, guess what? I found this great resort and I want you to come with me. Weâll get married by the sea and honeymoon to the sounds of the ocean. Whereâs your wedding dress?â Harrumph, I groan to myself. That will be the day.
âWhat are you thinking?â Iris asks. She is the nicest friend Iâve ever had, and I know I am lucky to have her. In high school, I never really ran with a gaggle of girlfriends because I was always clutch-ing a boyfriend. Itâs nice to be more grown-up and have a woman friend with whom I can talk about issues bigger than lip gloss and good brands of hair product. I met Iris at a wedding, right after I started with Maurice. I had to go to a country club outside of the Perimeterâthatâs the highway loop around Atlantaâand I was lost. I was driving on a traffic-choked side street and starting to panic when Irisâs van cut in front of me. I was steamed at first. There I was, lost, and edgy because I wanted to make a good impression on Maurice, when this big, white van marked âCake Cakeâ cut me off. Driving poorly in Atlanta is a public art, and I was turning that over in my head when it hit me: Cake Cake. That was the wedding-cake baker for the wedding I was trying to find. I figured the odds were good that the van was going to the reception site, so I followed it through fourteen yellow lights and in no time was at the door of the country club, exactly one minute early. Iris drives like a maniac, but I didnât tell her that when I met her.
The sunlight in Irisâs studio, combined with the smell of cake, is making me sleepy. I try to give her the âI donât want to talk about Averyâ look, but that doesnât deter Iris. Nothing does. When she was applying for a business loan for Cake Cake, the bank turned her down. Not at all ruffled, Iris returned to the bank the next morning, dressed in a cute purple suit, and passed out cake to all of the employees and bank customers waiting in the lobby. A few minutes later, a vice president invited Iris back to her office and Cake Cake was officially launched.
âDonât give me that look. Iâm just concerned about you,â Iris says, and I know she is. Her brown eyes are kind, and I soften just a bit. Maybe I can tell Iris about my Avery concerns. I just donât know
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