Read Online Their Heart Search: Bethany & Jordan's Story (Search Series) by Amanda Kay - Free Book Online

choose dark night,” Raiden spoke coming up behind her as Kai walked away. Bethany shrugged at his words. 
    “I need to go,” she said hastily. She didn’t feel right and she feared…well, she feared what would now be the worst. 
    Raiden grabbed her hand and spun her around. They hadn’t talked since that night. Bethany hadn’t been able to face him after she slept with Kai. “Are you okay, Bethany?”
    She just nodded. “I’m sorry about three weeks ago, Beth.” 
    “I know,” she said twisting away from him. She couldn’t do this, not now at least.

    Was Jordan really her answer? Could he really be the one to cure her broken heart? She’d never know if she didn’t try, but she didn’t know how.
    Jordan
    His phone was ringing and he knew who it would most likely be. He sighed at his sleeping beauty next to him before leaving her to answer the call. 
    “Morning, Meredith.” 
    “What the hell, Jordan?” she screamed at him. 
    Damn, it was way too early for this. “What are you talking about?” 
    “She’s staying, you’re staying. And if that isn’t bad enough, you’re just going to let another man have her.” Jordan groaned in frustration. 
    “You spoke with Tai, that’s good,” he replied. 
    “Jordan, don’t change the subject! Why aren’t you fighting for her?” Meredith hissed. 
    “Because I don’t love her!” Jordan yelled back. It wasn’t completely true he did love Tai. Just not in the way Meredith thought or wanted. 
    “Oh Jordan, baby, how can you say that? Think of what we could have if you and Tai married.” Jordan shook his head at her words to process them. Was she really suggesting they could continue their affair if he married Tai? He had nothing for her, so he just hung up and tossed his phone onto the coffee table.
    She called back, but he didn’t answer. It took five times before she got the hint that he was done. 
    He leaned his head back against the couch and closed his eyes. It wasn’t long before he felt the presence of the one he loved. He opened his eyes to find her leaning over the back of the couch staring down at him. “Bad morning?” she asked. 
    He chuckled, “You could say that. Beautiful, we’re both off today, could we maybe go somewhere and just hang out?” 
    She nodded and kissed his forehead. He loved her. He told her last night, although he wasn’t sure if she heard him. He was going to address it though. “Beautiful, last night…” She placed her finger over his mouth silencing him. 
    “I heard, I can’t yet, but I like knowing how you feel. I have demons, too. I just hope I get the chance to explain them before you leave.” He shifted on the couch so he was sitting up and looking deep into her eyes. 
    “Why would I leave? I. Love. You.” She shrugged. 
    “You might,” she sighed before heading into her room. Jordan wasn’t sure what she was holding back, but it couldn’t be any worse than sleeping with your fiancée’s mother.
    Bethany
    Their day out was nice. It was peaceful. Bethany was enjoying herself. She really liked Jordan’s company. They were sitting on a blanket, his hand was resting casually on top of hers. She was still thinking about his ‘I love you.’ Truth was, she loved him, too. She just couldn’t admit that to anyone but herself for now.
    “You’re really quiet, beautiful,” he said, straightening up from his half laying position.
    “Sorry, was thinking about a lot of things. Tai’s worried,” she replied. Bethany and Jordan had talked about the affair, but not the other part of the conversation. The part where Tai asked her if Raiden had changed his mind.
    “What about exactly?” he asked and she sighed. She didn’t want to tell him Tai was worried. She wanted to move forward with him, but with Raiden stalling she just couldn’t.
    “Tai’s worried that Raiden has changed his mind,” she finally got out.
    “She’s only worried because of what happened to us. This is my fault.