used to a steady hand, what would happen ⦠who would I be without it?
âWelcome home,â Minerva said from behind me. Her lavender and bleach scent hit me before her words did. A comfort from days long gone. Sheâd always sensed when I needed her, I guess some things never do change.
âMay I sit by you?â she asked.
I stood up and gave her a real hug. It was so damn good to see her.
She still had her signature red hair. Maybe she dyed it, it didnât matter. I wanted to stare at it forever.
We sat down side by side.
âYou look good, Min,â I said.
And she did. Older, sure ⦠thinner, too. But her eyes were still that same steel blue that always made me think sheâd stared at a stormy northern sea too long.
âCongratulations on your marriage.â I said, trying to sound light and airy. âCarter seems like a fine man.â
Thatâs when I noticed that heâd slipped away at some point ⦠quietly, like a cat.
âHeâs a good egg,â said Minerva. âAnd heâs been a godsend for Patrick. I guess you could say heâs âfineâ ⦠for an old man, and a Southern cracker.â
âOh hell, Minerva, you still fancy yourself a Yankee?â
âSure I do. Nothing will ever change that. Iâm too ornery to be one of these frolicky people.â Her eyes flicked to my left hand. I could feel her tense up next to me, but she didnât say anything.
âYep, Iâm engaged. I was going to tell everyone later,â I said softly.
âWell, isnât that nice. I mean wonderful! Never mind me. Iâm just so happy to see you. Weâll talk about that pretty ring and your fiancé later.â
âMinerva, are you all right? You seem upset.â Sheâd gotten colder, further away from me somehow, but I couldnât understand why, when a minute before sheâd seemed like the same old Minerva. Maybe she was harboring some anger against me for leaving, and it just found its way through cracks in our small talk.
âDonât worry. Iâm just happy to see you. Getting used to looking at your face all grown up. We need to readjust, thatâs all,â she said, patting my arm.
âMinerva?â I asked, taking her hand.
âWhat, honey?â
âWhy didnât you write to me? I mean, I know I didnât write to you, either. But why not drop a line when you were getting married? Or when Paddy first got in trouble? For Lottieâs funeral? Or even just to try and convince me to come home after Byrdâs mother died?â
I thought sheâd pull her hand from mine. No one likes to be accused of anything, but she didnât.
âWell, I should have. So why donât we just chalk it up to âout of sight out of mind.â I hope that doesnât sound cruel, Bronwyn. I just think my whole familyâthe Greensâweâre wired that way. Itâs not that I ever stopped loving you or thinking about you. Itâs just that if you arenât here in front of me, itâs hard to remember to sew you into the quilt of the present. No one should understand that better than you, sitting here, right now.â
Minerva always had a way with words. And she sure loved the hell out of that quilt analogy. She always told Paddy and me that each new day in our lives was a new story square for the quilt that would be the history of us when we were gone.
I pulled her hand to my face and rested on it for a bit. Sometimes a grown woman needs to feel like a little girl again.
âAnd anyway,â she continued, rubbing my cheek with her thumb, âI wasnât sure you wanted to be found. Or called on, even. You left. Sometimes thatâs the best thing for a person. No one was going to convince you to come back until you were ready. And now?â She pulled my face up, cupped my chin in her hands, and looked at me. âNow I know you want to be
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