very least, not let it show.
They walked down the hall to the fertility suite and were immediately shown into the doctorâs private office for a quick consultation, in case they had any last-minute questionsâa courtesy Adam was sure he reserved for only his special patients. In other words, the ones with the thickest wallets. Dr. Meyer had a fund for lower-income couples with medical conditions preventing them from conceiving, andunderstanding their pain, not to mention the perks it would include, Adam had donated generously.
After a brief chat, they were taken to the room where Katy would change into her gown.
âI guess this is it,â Adam said. âIâll see you afterward.â
âAfterward?â she asked, looking confused. âYouâre not going to come in for the procedure. I thought you would want to be there.â
âI do. I justâ¦I thought it would make you uncomfortable.â
âCall me old-fashioned, but I believe a father should at least be in the room when his child is conceived. Even if heâs not actuallyâ¦you knowâ¦doing the work.â
Leave it to Katy to be absolutely blunt. âIf youâre comfortable with it, then sure, count me in.â
âThe doctor knows the situation. Iâm sure he can be discreet. And if notâ¦â she shrugged. âItâs not like you havenât seen me naked. And youâll be seeing it all again when the baby is born. Right?â
He had hoped she would allow him to be in the delivery room, but he figured he would wait until later in the pregnancy to ask. Now he didnât have to worry.
He didnât doubt that if heâd hired a surrogate, a stranger, she might not be as open to him being so involved in the entire process. And he appreciated it. More than Katy would ever know.
âWell, I better go change,â she said. âDonât want to keep the embryos waiting.â
âThank you, Katy.â
She smiled, then she did something totally unexpected. She rose up on her toes and pressed a kiss to his cheek.
Her lips were soft and warm and just the slightest bit damp. And though it didnât last long, just a second or two, something happened. Something passed between them, although hecouldnât say for sure what it was. If it was physical or emotional. But whatever it was, he felt it straight through to his bones. And clearly, so did she.
She stepped back, looking puzzled, lifting a hand up to touch her lips. And something must have been wrong with him because his first instinct was to take her in his arms and draw her against him, bury his face against her hair and justâ¦hold her. He wondered what she would do if he tried.
But he didnât, and after a few seconds the moment, whatever it was, seemed to pass.
âI guess I better go,â she said, glancing back to the nurse who was waiting for her, looking apprehensive, as if the gravity of what she was about to do had suddenly taken hold. âYouâll be there?â
Maybe she just didnât want to feel as though she was in this alone. âIâll be there,â he assured her, and realized that his heart was beating faster. Maybe he was more nervous than heâd thought. Or could it have been something else?
She started to turn, and before he realized what he was doing, he reached out and grabbed her arm. Startled, she turned back to him, looking at his hand as though she was surprised he would touch her. And honestly, he was a bit surprised himself.
âYouâre sure you want to do this,â he said. âItâs not too late to back out.â
The apprehension seemed to dissolve before his eyes and she smiled. A really sweet, pretty smile that he was sure he would remember for the rest of his life.
âIâm sure,â she said, placing her hand over his. âI want to do this.â
He let his hand slip out from under hers and fall to his side.
âYou can sit
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