floor. I donât care if I look stupid, I donât care what people think about me. I just dance.
One of Celesteâs old boyfriends told me that heâd learned a long time ago that the women who were the most outrageous dancers tended to be the most inventive in bed. I think he was hitting on me; I was never sure. At any rate, he was still dating Celeste, so I didnât follow up. I always wondered if heâd have still believed his theory if weâd ever been lovers.
âFuck Youâ is followed by a few other upbeat tunes, so I start to feel fairly happy, even when the blondes join us. Some guy Iâve never seen before snakes through the people on the dance floor to tap Celeste on the shoulder. She spins around, cries out in delight, and gives him a hug, then the two of them immediately start dancing at each other in a highly suggestive fashion. I grin and push my hair out of my face. When this song ends, I wave at the others and wind my way back to our table to finish my beer.
Oh, but someoneâs sitting at the table, watching my approach. Ryan. I feel my heart give a traitorous leap; I feel my blood, briefly, turn to glitter in my veins. But I manage to mold my expression into one of muted pleasure, the look you might wear any time you unexpectedly encountered an old friend with whom you shared a long but casual history.
He stands up at my approach so he can give me a chaste kiss on the forehead, but I feel his lips burn against my skin. I manage to be smiling when he straightens up and grins down at me. Ryan is slim but muscular, with a runnerâs build. No matter what he wears, even a T-shirt and jeans, he manages to produce an air of relaxed elegance. His sandy brown hair is streaked with sun. Itâs straight and cut short except for the strands that fall into his eyes with a boyish charm. He looks like he should be modeling yachting attire for a J.Crew catalog, except heâs not quite pretty enough. His skinâs a little rough, his nose has been broken, his front teeth are slightly crooked. And thereâs an expression deep in his blue eyes that makes you think, if he wanted to, he could beat up all the other sailors on the boat and pitch them overboard without a momentâs remorse.
Thereâs just enough of a break between songs for us to exchange a snatch of conversation.
âCeleste told me you guys were going to be here tonight,â he says. âI thought Iâd come say hi.â
âYou look good,â I say.
âYou look really sexy,â he replies. âI have to think Celeste picked out your clothes.â
âAsshole,â I say in a pleasant voice, and we both laugh.
âThose were two different statements,â he clarifies. âYou look sexy
and
I think Celeste picked out your clothes. Youâd look sexy in a tracksuit.â
âSo howâve you been?â I ask.
âGood. Traveling a little. Just got back from Denver a couple days ago.â
âWhatâs in Denver?â
Before he can answer, the band launches into another song. Ryan smiles and spreads his hands apologetically, and I nod and shrug. He points to the pitcher and raises his eyebrows.
Can I have some?
I donât see a clean glass on the table, so I pour more beer into my own glass and hand it over. He drinks the whole thing straight down, then leans over to shout in my ear.
âIâm going to get another one! You want anything?â
âCan I just have some ice water?â I shout back.
He rolls his eyes, but nods, unsurprised. While he fights his way through the crowd toward the bar, I munch on the pretzels the waitress left on the table. Theyâre stale.
Ryan returns a few minutes later, trailed by our waitress, whose tray is loaded down with another pitcher of beer, two glasses of water, and a plate that holds a burger and fries. Ryan puts his lips to my ear and says, âWanna split it? Iâm hungry, but not that
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