appalled. Victoria was pretty appalled herself.
The first thing she did was remove the stinking trash can, putting it out the back door while she fought the wave of sickness that threatened to crawl up her throat.
Ronald waved a lethargic hand in thanks and sank down in a carved wooden chair by the kitchen table. His face was very gray, with sagging skin under hollow cheekbones and several daysâ stubble in an unhealthy fuzz across his chin.
Turning from the back door, Victoria made a small involuntary sound of concern.
âI just need a drink,â Ronald mumbled. âPretty bad, if you must know. Thereâs a bottle in the cupboard ⦠would you mind?â
She wasnât precisely his keeper. Hesitating, she stood, viewing the wreckage, both human and of the room itself, wondering what to do. If he wanted a drink, really wanted one, she could hardly stop him. At any rate, it wasnât going to help matters if she argued the point.
Shrugging, Victoria fumbled in the cupboard under the sink and found the bottle, bringing it over to plop it on the table in front of him. She watched critically as he sloshed the pale gold liquid into a juice glass, filling it almost to the rim. It was hard to tell if this was a reaction to the news of Emilyâs abandoned car, or if he had been drinking steadily since her disappearance.
The condition of the house supported the latter theory. Obviously, there had been a certain distraction from the ordinary routines of life. Like flushing toilets and taking out the garbage.
âThat stuff wonât help this situation,â she said with as little inflection as possible.
âGood advice,â Ronald said sardonically as he lifted the glass to his lips with shaking fingers. Some of the booze spilled past the edge of the glass and dripped off his chin as he drank two generous gulps. âWhat would help, Vicky? Huh?â He blinked over the rim of the glass. âTell me what would help.â
âI simply meant thatââ
âI know what you meant,â he said rudely, slapping the glass down on the table. âThe poor, abandoned asshole of a husband shouldnât be pissing away the day by cuddling up with a bottle. He should be out there, looking for his wife. Or else, what are you thinking? Pining by the telephone might help? Pestering the police for the latest?â
âIt wouldnât hurt at least to be conscious.â She refused to be bullied, though she took one small step backward. His anger was understandable, expected even. And Ronald being Ronald, he was going to give voice to whatever he was feeling.
âI am conscious.â His tone was vicious. âIâm so damned conscious that it makes me sick.â A bead of liquid hung perilously off his chin. âNot that that bitch cares. Sheâs probably enjoying herself.â
His words were like a flying banner, announcing how Ronald interpreted the current situation.
âIâm sorry,â she murmured, slow heat rising in her face. Emilyâs faults always seemed to reflect on them both. A lifetime of making excuses and quietly accepting a share of the blame was not forgotten easily. Whether it was a broken cup, a bad spelling grade, or a childhood squabble, she had always sided with her sister. Adulthood had changed nothing.
Ronald lifted dull, reddened eyes. âSorry? If youâre sorry, then tell me where she is. Tell me where she went, and who sheâs with.â
Victoria said slowly, âAre you so sure she was having an affair?â
âIâm sure.â
âWhy?â
His gaze slid away. He lifted the glass again.
âWas it someone from her office? A client?â
âI donât know.â
âThen how can you be sure?â It was a strain to keep her voice pleasant and level. Even Ronald wouldnât be so hostile if there wasnât some basis for his suspicions.
âWhere else would she go? Tell me
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