into surprise. âReally?â
Kelly let out a dry laugh. âWhen have you ever known me to lie?â
For once, Jason didnât have a smart remark or a joke to fend off the silence. He looked like a little boy whoâd been punished for something he hadnât done and then finally told he was off the hook. It made Kellyâs heart contract in a way she didnât welcome. She didnât want him to remind her of her boys. It was bad enough to be attracted to this man; she didnât want to feel protective of him too.
âFor what itâs worth, I really am sorry,â she said, putting the picture back on the shelf and walking towards him. She glanced back at the frame. âIf it bothers you so much, why do you keep it there, staring you in the face all day long?â
Jasonâs mouth flattened into a grim line. âTo remind me.â
âOf what?â she asked softly.
He looked into her eyes. It was a shock. For the first time she felt she was seeing the real himâno gloss, no game playing. It made her feel a little bit wobbly. âTo keep me jealous. To make me want to drive forwards and prove myself.â
And to punish yourself, she thought. But she didnât say it.
And she got it now. Why the shoes were so important. Why he hadnât been able to bear admitting failure. Why heâd distracted himself with a good night out, shaking it off and pretending that nothing was wrong. And then sheâd gone and shattered the insulated bubble heâd created for himselfâand if anyone knew how important that bubble could be when tough times came, it was Kelly.
âIâll clean out my desk as soon as I get a box,â she told him. âI just need to go and find one.â
Jason sat up in his chair. âDonât.â
Kellyâs mouth dropped open. âBut I... But you...â
He shrugged. âI donât think my behaviour on Friday was saintly, either. I donât usually force myself on women.â
Kellyâs shoulders sagged. âYou didnât. Not really.â She hated the next words that came out of her mouth. âI mean, I was in it as much as you were.â
There was a flicker of amusement behind Jasonâs eyes.
âDoesnât mean I think itâs a good idea to repeat the experience,â she added quickly. âFar too complicated.â
He gave her a rueful look. âI hate to admit it, but I think youâre right.â
Kelly exhaled. That was good, wasnât it? That he agreed with her. She should be feeling pleased. And she was. It was just that the morning had been a bit of an emotional roller coaster and the notion still hadnât caught up with her.
âWeâre agreed, then,â she said, and watched carefully for his reaction.
âI guess we are.â
She hadnât realised sheâd been holding her breath until she released it in unison with him. âWhat now?â
Jason looked up at her. âWe start again. There are plenty of other sports figures out there whoâd love to endorse Mercury. We just have to find ourselves one and convince them of that.â
Kelly smiled at him. The old Jason wasnât back, but the snapping, snarling one had retreated into his cave. And she kind of liked this new one, the one who looked at her as an ally rather than something to be conquered.
He stood up and reached across the desk, offering her his hand. It was exactly the same gesture heâd made the first time theyâd met, and she understood its significance. New beginnings, fresh starts...
Swallowing slightly, she reached over and slid her hand in his, and he gripped her fingers lightly. They stayed like that for a few seconds, not moving, not shaking, but still cementing what theyâd just verbally agreed. However, underneath that feeling of everything settling back into its proper order, her blood started to pulse harder, her nerve endings quivered and she
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