basketball. She straightened her blouse, took a deep breath and knocked.
âCome in.â The voice was flat and expressionless. Did he know it was her?
She pushed the door open and leaned her head inside. âIs now a good time? Because I can come back later if itâs more convenient. I donât want to disturb you, so Iâllââ
She was cut off by Jasonâs short, sharp laugh. âYou donât want to disturb me?â
He sounded incredulous. Sarcastic. That wasnât good. Secretly sheâd been hoping that over the weekend heâd turned back into the good old Jason who drove her crazy, who let anything negative roll off him. Unfortunately, the silent, surly, unsmiling Jason was still in residence.
She stepped into the office and closed the door behind her, keeping her hands on the handle and her backside pressed against them. She opened her mouth but no words came. Jason cocked an eyebrow, apparently amused at her speechlessness. She swallowed and cleared her throat.
âIâm sorry,â she said a little hoarsely. âAbout what I said on Friday night. I overstepped the mark.â
He stared back at her.
âI...I shouldnât have flung stupid gossip back at you. I know nothing about itââ
âSeems you know all there is to know,â Jason said, and spun his chair round to face the floor-to-ceiling windows on the other side of the office. âYou were right. It was my fault my brother ended up in a wheelchair.â
Kelly discovered that while she was very good at dishing out the harsh truth, she hadnât really had that much experience of being on the receiving endâunless you counted Dan, which she didnât, because who ever listened to their brother?
She was scared. Scared of what to say, what to do next. Was this how other people felt when she unleashed her tongue on them? Was this what the stunned silence after one of her outbursts meant? She wanted to run out of the room and pretend this conversation hadnât started, but she couldnât. She wasnât a coward. She reminded herself sheâd stared cancer in the face and won, so surely she could do this.
She walked over to the bookcase where there was a picture of Jason with two other men. One was older and looked like a sterner, leaner version of her boss. He and Jason were both standing behind the other man, who was seated in a wheelchair. His features were different from Jasonâs and his hair was a sandy blond, but she could tell this was his brother. There was something about the determination behind those eyes.... In the picture, Jasonâs brother was wearing a sporting uniform and he had a large gold medal round his neck.
âWhatâs his event?â she asked, and she heard Jasonâs chair creak as he turned to see what she was doing.
âSwimming,â he said, just a hint of surprise in his voice.
âLike you.â
Jason snorted. âNot like me. Bradâs got the medals and I havenâtâand he does it without the use of his legs.â He met her gaze. âGo on. Tell me how uncharitable I am. Tell me how childish I am to talk like that.â
Kelly swallowed. Sheâd heard the bitterness in his voice. She knew all about sibling rivalry. With two thick-headed brothers to contend with, sheâd had to grow up fighting, but the emptiness in Jasonâs eyes spoke of something more. She looked at the picture againâhow the older manâs hand rested comfortably on Bradâs shoulder, how Jason seemed as if heâd been slotted in afterwards, as if he could easily have been airbrushed out and the balance of the composition wouldnât have been upset in any way.
âI donât think youâre childish,â she said. âI think you might have a chip on your shoulder the size of the Empire State Building, but I donât think youâre childish.â
Jasonâs features softened from anger
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